kgods Posts
Not a fan of the Night Shift Nurses stuff; a real shame as I think the chara designs are great. The scatology themes really turn me off, though there's been a few scenes that did make me laugh in this regard.
@Fi
I had friends for years and then as high school entered the middle-area, they dropped like flies and went off to do stupid shit that I couldn't follow (drugs, reckless behaviour etc.) and thus I never bothered to reach out and make more friends after this, as I was already in the stages of being reclusive. (I can't pinpoint exactly when it started but it became progressively worse around 16, then around 20 I was diagnosed as having an anxiety disorder & OCD etc.)
I'm 26 now and going to turn 27 next month. I'm on anxiety/depression meds; I hate taking them, but as my last trip to the hospital last year indicated, they are a necessary evil of sorts. I'm not agoraphobic, but I do tend to stay indoors more during my free time. I actually have been seeing a therapist for about a year now and there's been some progress, but I'm a bit impatient I guess.
Thanks for the responses.
I had friends for years and then as high school entered the middle-area, they dropped like flies and went off to do stupid shit that I couldn't follow (drugs, reckless behaviour etc.) and thus I never bothered to reach out and make more friends after this, as I was already in the stages of being reclusive. (I can't pinpoint exactly when it started but it became progressively worse around 16, then around 20 I was diagnosed as having an anxiety disorder & OCD etc.)
I'm 26 now and going to turn 27 next month. I'm on anxiety/depression meds; I hate taking them, but as my last trip to the hospital last year indicated, they are a necessary evil of sorts. I'm not agoraphobic, but I do tend to stay indoors more during my free time. I actually have been seeing a therapist for about a year now and there's been some progress, but I'm a bit impatient I guess.
Thanks for the responses.
I was never a 'believer' at any stage in my life, so this letter would have just been something I wouldn't have paid much attention to. Now then, critical thinking skills are something I developed early on, so maybe this had something to do with my rejection of religion as a young brat. I could never quite buy into the invisible guy watching everything everybody does (which is how I took that as a youngster) and saw no reason to bother outside of intangible threats.
Oddly enough, it wasn't until pretty recently that I read his book "The God Delusion" and whilst it was entertaining, I can fully see where it would do nothing but piss off fence-sitters and the devout. I think his aggro-style of atheism is more a symptomatic reaction to small pockets of religious lunatics with bullhorns. Plus, no one is immune to a little vanity, so I'm sure his rather explosive popularity (see: science celebrity) contributes to some of his rhetoric.
Oddly enough, it wasn't until pretty recently that I read his book "The God Delusion" and whilst it was entertaining, I can fully see where it would do nothing but piss off fence-sitters and the devout. I think his aggro-style of atheism is more a symptomatic reaction to small pockets of religious lunatics with bullhorns. Plus, no one is immune to a little vanity, so I'm sure his rather explosive popularity (see: science celebrity) contributes to some of his rhetoric.
I'm not sure about others on FAKKU!, but I am not like my internet persona would infer. I don't know if I technically have some kind of social phobia(s) or am just introverted to unhealthy levels. I have problems even with general conversation. Most things in a social context feel extremely alien and almost like I'm outside of reality looking in. Obviously, this kind of thing impedes friendships, potential girlfriends, normal interaction with peers etc.
It might be strange to ask for advice, but I figured this place is more likely to receive attention than 'Random' or that sort of thing. Somewhere along the line in my teenage years, it's like I hit reverse polarity and have went into a shell instead of growing outward (in regards to communication) like most do. Here I am, years later; same social awkwardness, little change in overall 'people skills' and no 'proverbial light at the end of the tunnel.'
I hate to ask for help on something that is probably so mundane to the average person, but I'm rather tired of being this way. All my conversations tend to be nerve-racking, lacking eye contact, etc. You get the picture. I'm curious if anyone has any advice or has been in the same boat and knows what I mean.
Apologies in advance for the oddness of this post,
kgods
It might be strange to ask for advice, but I figured this place is more likely to receive attention than 'Random' or that sort of thing. Somewhere along the line in my teenage years, it's like I hit reverse polarity and have went into a shell instead of growing outward (in regards to communication) like most do. Here I am, years later; same social awkwardness, little change in overall 'people skills' and no 'proverbial light at the end of the tunnel.'
I hate to ask for help on something that is probably so mundane to the average person, but I'm rather tired of being this way. All my conversations tend to be nerve-racking, lacking eye contact, etc. You get the picture. I'm curious if anyone has any advice or has been in the same boat and knows what I mean.
Apologies in advance for the oddness of this post,
kgods
Cure spells and phoenix downs! If that doesn't work there's always letting my inner pyromaniac loose to cause destruction on a grand scale.
drfeathers wrote...
Just spent another 3 hours in my fleshlight :3.So good.
3 hours? I'd hate to deal with the aftermath of that.
Haburi-Chan wrote...
kgods wrote...
Not really. I've never gotten a single compliment in my entire life in this regard: do the math. Maybe if you post your pic somewhere somebody here can. =P There must be something attractive about you.
I actually did post in the 'post your pics' thread, though it wasn't a particularly good pic, it was a recent one.
luinthoron wrote...
As the sad excuse for a human being that I am...24, not yet, 24, and 24.
Don't feel too bad, I'm worse than that... lol. Not 'waiting until marriage' or any of that shit. I've never been a social person and that's pretty much damned me to being lonely for the rest of my life I suppose. It sucks, but what can I do, I'm not going to undergo a drastic personality change for the 'attempt' to go trolling for booty.
Family reunions, a mental asylum, abortion clinics, elementary schools etc.
I think I checked most of the 'wtf' answers.
I think I checked most of the 'wtf' answers.
It's all about how it 'fits' on a person. Big or small can look good depending on whom they are on, just my opinion of course. My preference would be them being in my face, truth be told.
I admit to laughing out loud in "Sex Warrior Isane" when the one girl begs for 'arm sex.' "I want arm sex NOW, even if it kills me!" A diabolical laugh echoed throughout the room.
willy191 wrote...
Right is what society wants...wrong is what society hates...^This. Morality is entirely a social construct; just look at different cultures to see this.
@GuGu, I want your babies!
Seriously, I am not 'that guy' or at least I don't think I am. I suppose I'd need to be put in the situation first.
Seriously, I am not 'that guy' or at least I don't think I am. I suppose I'd need to be put in the situation first.
sekia wrote...
mentally is when i almost drowned i rarely swim cause of that, second when i was chased by a pissed off bull, and last is when my parents diedan physically when i was on a dirt bike on a hill an tire popped, sent me downhill, got many cuts an bruises and broke my arm, lost a piece of the bone an got it replace with a metal or titanium
This post reminded me of a few fun things that happened. I nearly did drown as a youngster, I was standing on something that broke and I plummeted right into the oncoming water and could barely get out (I still have nightmares about that). Also, once whilst riding on the back of a motorcycle, my foot slipped down and my big toe hit a pipe sticking out of the ground in the woods, at around 50mph, how it didn't break my toe boggles my mind.
Sometimes you just gotta know when to run, but it's entirely situational. If there's no chance of escape etc. and you KNOW it's going to go down, might as well get your punches in, because there's nothing worse than just standing around like a practice dummy.
