PumpJack McGee Posts
Joshnickle wrote...
7.5 not sure what i'm looking at besides a guy hugging two women.
In homage to the late Monty Oum.
On-topic: 7/10 - Kinda reminds of Twisted Metal.
LoliCreamPie wrote...
Your life is the most important thing.That's where we disagree.
I don't know why nor when- but I simply never felt validated.
I'm always helping out whatever I find- but my sense of self-worth is still pretty much zero.
Pardon the cliché, but I do feel incredibly hollow.
The great clown - Pagliacci - is in town.
Ziggy wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
Ziggy wrote...
I think everyone goes through that at least once in their life. I know I've been there before, more than once, and I remember college days of looking for change around the house hoping to find some to get some food.Yeah, definitely went through rough spots during my college years- but this one struck me because it's the greatest disparity of where I was and how far I'd fallen.
Been homeless before- but that was falling from the relatively low rung of an underachieving college freshman. Here I'm basically back to square one after a jerky start to a career.
I have been second-guessing myself a lot in terms of career path, though- but I'll have to save up some before I could afford to go back to school.
It's bound to happen, nothing is 100% stable in society and we can easily lose what we've gained.
I'll never get my castle at this rate.
Dual Blades Of Hentai wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
William wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
Negotiated with my landlord to split my rent over the month.Good news! Hope everything works out well for you, message me if you end up needing help with an installment.
Aren't there any articles that prevent eviction because your rent is late in the tenant act for your region?
I admit that I did play up the situation- of course I wouldn't get evicted right off the bat. And I always could have asked my folks for money.
But there's this stupid pride thing I've got- I honestly would rather put a bullet through my head than ask for help.
I did call a suicide hotline, though- that's how I got linked up with the food bank.
Aren't high pride and calling a suicide hotline without intention to commit suicide just to get food completely incompatible? Unless... Did you actually think of killing yourself...?
I was.
If I didn't think I'd be able to bounce back, I'd rather off myself than be a leech.
Maybe take a few days to figure out who gets what, or just burn all my stuff or something.
Ziggy wrote...
I think everyone goes through that at least once in their life. I know I've been there before, more than once, and I remember college days of looking for change around the house hoping to find some to get some food.Yeah, definitely went through rough spots during my college years- but this one struck me because it's the greatest disparity of where I was and how far I'd fallen.
Been homeless before- but that was falling from the relatively low rung of an underachieving college freshman. Here I'm basically back to square one after a jerky start to a career.
I have been second-guessing myself a lot in terms of career path, though- but I'll have to save up some before I could afford to go back to school.
animefreak_usa wrote...
I can't really complain. I have disability checks coming in and free Obama care funded medi-cal. I don't even know where I get food from the food bank at or do I have to apply to give me food or what.You have to apply.
Don't know if they would deliver- I think that it may vary from county to country.
L3 3P1C M33M3R wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
Not the way I was raised.Man's the provider- he can't take care of himself, he ain't worth much.
Of course- being a modern man- I don't enforce that rule on others, and think nothing less of other guys.
But I just can't bring myself to do it.
This is almost borderline retarded logic. "I'm gotta be a man and not ask for help at all! I can do it." I mean I guess you did, but the logic is still fucking irritable because our whole species is made up of social creatures who help one another to make progress in our civilization; although "progress" has become a seeming more fleeting word when you look at all the fucking welfare bums and economic downfalls and what-not.
I recognise that it's hopelessly outdated- but I just don't have much self-worth unless I do things myself.
Some people have self-image problems and are anorexic or bulimic or get plastic surgery.
I have some weird hero complex or some bullshit. I'll put myself into bankruptcy to help others- but would sooner die than admit I failed and end up owing favours.
It is slightly touched in the head, but it hasn't stopped me from being functional, so I just roll with it.
Tsamari wrote...
Dr Shaneman wrote...
Tsamari wrote...
There's still a lot of people over in the UK/EU on the forums.I only know of Yuri and she's too far away still.
Yuri, Mal, Luin, Mouse, few more people I know of.
Other EuroFakkers include-
Doswillrule, Gravitycat, Melfice, Greenzero, Neyapukachinha, Laggi, Raperperi, Merriment, Samravster, and either Odamust or Bagman, I think.
Cinia Pacifica wrote...
Well... I don't drink so...Apparently, not many did. I only joined after they were well into it- so any drinking that was happening has stopped.
Been awhile. Was surprised I remembered how to talk.
Still don't know where the microphone on this thing is though.
Still don't know where the microphone on this thing is though.
Sneakyone wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
William wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
Negotiated with my landlord to split my rent over the month.Good news! Hope everything works out well for you, message me if you end up needing help with an installment.
Aren't there any articles that prevent eviction because your rent is late in the tenant act for your region?
I admit that I did play up the situation- of course I wouldn't get evicted right off the bat. And I always could have asked my folks for money.
But there's this stupid pride thing I've got- I honestly would rather put a bullet through my head than ask for help.
I did call a suicide hotline, though- that's how I got linked up with the food bank.
There is no shame in asking for some help every once in a while, put your pride aside if you really need to.
Not the way I was raised.
Man's the provider- he can't take care of himself, he ain't worth much.
Of course- being a modern man- I don't enforce that rule on others, and think nothing less of other guys.
But I just can't bring myself to do it.
Revelation wrote...
PumpJack McGee wrote...
cruz737 wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Misaki_Chi wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Misaki_Chi wrote...
meep ;3;
you're too smart for me, I cannot compete TwT
Well considering I'm not there to mix, most I can do is give recipies for you chuggers
*glomps and huggles*
Glomps and huggles? Yeah you're drunk XD
*glomps and huggles*
It'll be fun, sneaky-kun.
...
Satan must have taken up ice-skating.
Haven't Skyped in ages. Think I've forgotten how.
Don't have a microphone, anyhow.
cruz737 wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Misaki_Chi wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Misaki_Chi wrote...
meep ;3;
you're too smart for me, I cannot compete TwT
Well considering I'm not there to mix, most I can do is give recipies for you chuggers
*glomps and huggles*
Glomps and huggles? Yeah you're drunk XD
*glomps and huggles*
It'll be fun, sneaky-kun.
...
Satan must have taken up ice-skating.
