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I'm Chinese, I'm also a Japanophile. Same shit. Lmao, the Japanese raped and killed my people. They killed my great great grandfather as well. (Yes, I did come from a family that was a supporter of Mao's, my dad is too but that's cause he was raised under a communist system, I don't really care since I'm Canadian).
The thing is, that was all in the past, we can't always dwell in the past, we got to look forward to the future. We are rooted in the past reaching for the future.
The thing is, that was all in the past, we can't always dwell in the past, we got to look forward to the future. We are rooted in the past reaching for the future.
Well, I have had a girlfriend but I'm going to give my 2 cents on this.
When I was 12, I got rejected pretty bad by this girl I liked. She ended up dating this guy that seemed to point out that I got rejected every time I saw them and that got me depressed for awhile to the point where I was afraid of being rejected. That rejection hurt more than any physical pain I felt in life to the point I cried when I thought about it (yes I was a wussy when I was a kid). Fucked up my childhood and maybe that's why I'm the guy I am now. But I was pretty much alone with low self-confidence and was scared to be rejected up until I was about 16-17.
Thankfully, I had some good friends and teammates (basketball + wrestling) that really helped boost my self esteem and confidence and I started talking to girls again eventually meeting my ex-girlfriend (last year when I was 17). Our relationship lasted 6-8 months and the break up was pretty bad but I didn't feel as in pain as the first rejection.
So, what I'm trying to say is, even though your 18 and you've never had a girlfriend, once you get things back into shape with the psychologist, begin making friends with people who aren't assholes and get your life back into shape. Even though your starting late doesn't mean you'll never have a girlfriend, it'll come with time and you have to believe in yourself. Don't put yourself down because everyone out there will probably do it for you.
When I was 12, I got rejected pretty bad by this girl I liked. She ended up dating this guy that seemed to point out that I got rejected every time I saw them and that got me depressed for awhile to the point where I was afraid of being rejected. That rejection hurt more than any physical pain I felt in life to the point I cried when I thought about it (yes I was a wussy when I was a kid). Fucked up my childhood and maybe that's why I'm the guy I am now. But I was pretty much alone with low self-confidence and was scared to be rejected up until I was about 16-17.
Thankfully, I had some good friends and teammates (basketball + wrestling) that really helped boost my self esteem and confidence and I started talking to girls again eventually meeting my ex-girlfriend (last year when I was 17). Our relationship lasted 6-8 months and the break up was pretty bad but I didn't feel as in pain as the first rejection.
So, what I'm trying to say is, even though your 18 and you've never had a girlfriend, once you get things back into shape with the psychologist, begin making friends with people who aren't assholes and get your life back into shape. Even though your starting late doesn't mean you'll never have a girlfriend, it'll come with time and you have to believe in yourself. Don't put yourself down because everyone out there will probably do it for you.
With time, ours numbers will increase. We get new members everyday it seems, some stay and chat; others come on when they need to fap.
(Hey that rhymed).
I think it won't happen since Hongfire is constantly registering new members as well. Plus they have a lot more torrents and a modding community for games like Artificial Girl etc.
I personally am a member of both, but I don't post on Hongfire, I'm a lurker and a leecher there haha. The layout and community of fakku is better than hongfire in my opinion.
(Hey that rhymed).
I think it won't happen since Hongfire is constantly registering new members as well. Plus they have a lot more torrents and a modding community for games like Artificial Girl etc.
I personally am a member of both, but I don't post on Hongfire, I'm a lurker and a leecher there haha. The layout and community of fakku is better than hongfire in my opinion.
Well I've been using chrome today and I can't seem to see much of a difference between firefox and chrome.
Anyone want to fill me in? Thanks!~
Anyone want to fill me in? Thanks!~
I am sad　and its Friday, and its raining and I have no .one to chill with.I has a sad...a very bad sad.But I am on fakku. Which makes me...less sad.
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Yeah... I can be quite cheap :PCheap people ftw! Lol. Anything you can do at a gym you can pretty much do outside or in a park. Just won't build as much strength compared to lifting weights.
you can see results with improvised weights too....
For mine, when im in the training grounds, i use sand weights tied by medium-heavy duty chains to my forearms creating a heavy bracer and for my legs the same method....
Sounds like a lot of work getting that sand though.
like i said... improvised.... the sand came from the nearby beach.....
i tell ya..... when you wear those things and start, your movement will be reduced to 75% of your original movement speed... and when you're downed, it takes a lot of physical energy you have just to get up.....
Oh wow, you live close to a beach. Lucky man. You can enjoy the beauty of the water and run on the beach (which I hear is some good cardio that's easy on your knees)
This has opened my eyes a bit. I usually drink bottle water when I go out for the convenience. At home, I drink tap water that has been heated and then cooled. (I never drink straight from the tap since we had an ecoli outbreak a few years back somewhere close by so we've been paranoid about it since and heat our water and store it afterwards in a jug.
Fuck my stupidity. Lmao. How'd I not read Missouri. My bad.
This is in the US? Well, that's rather new to me. Guess they rarely get action there so they just found something to shoot. I've heard of cops being abusive of their power and beating the crap out of people, more specifically black people. But that's about it.
This is in the US? Well, that's rather new to me. Guess they rarely get action there so they just found something to shoot. I've heard of cops being abusive of their power and beating the crap out of people, more specifically black people. But that's about it.
Meh.
I really could care less that they shot two dogs. I mean, people are dying all over the earth and people have more sympathy for a dog than an actual human being.
But the fact that they shot them in front of the children maybe a little extreme, but then again it's Columbia. They probably see these things regularly there. Poor children and poor Columbia.
South America is a pretty corrupt place though.
I really could care less that they shot two dogs. I mean, people are dying all over the earth and people have more sympathy for a dog than an actual human being.
But the fact that they shot them in front of the children maybe a little extreme, but then again it's Columbia. They probably see these things regularly there. Poor children and poor Columbia.
South America is a pretty corrupt place though.
My ex-girlfriend was clingy for the beginning of our relationship as was I, since she was the first girl that I could call my girlfriend.
One person being clingy is fine as long as the other doesn't mind the others company.
One person being clingy is fine as long as the other doesn't mind the others company.
Well after being in an 6-8 (dun remember the length sadly) month relationship, I can say that I miss being in that relationship as most of the time, she was treating me to stuff even though I offered to pay. (Only got away with paying a meal like twice during that whole relationship). From a guy's perspective that was quite a bomb experience since she was my sugar momma pretty much and from another girl's perspective I must have looked like a bum. Also, the sex every now and then was always good. Plus someone to hug and kiss whenever I felt like it was awesome as well. The part I miss the most was probably someone I could talk to about anything...
However, being single now I get to talk to other girls more freely than I could before, having a girlfriend and all. I get to share my relationship stories with other people whereas before I was in a relationship I was always the odd guy out that had never had sex or been in a relationship. I can check other girls out without feeling guilty.
But I spend more time on the internet nowadays and I've started working out again. There are upsides and downsides to being single. I'm enjoying the upsides right now, the downsides were gone awhile ago when we broke up.
However, being single now I get to talk to other girls more freely than I could before, having a girlfriend and all. I get to share my relationship stories with other people whereas before I was in a relationship I was always the odd guy out that had never had sex or been in a relationship. I can check other girls out without feeling guilty.
But I spend more time on the internet nowadays and I've started working out again. There are upsides and downsides to being single. I'm enjoying the upsides right now, the downsides were gone awhile ago when we broke up.
