Hard to say what I do anymore >< I think I may have to re-think of what makes me calm, normally what brings me peace and mind, I imagine being on the San Francisco bridge in the middle the night, looking over the ocean and seeing all the hill side light up, then when I turn around I see nothing but vast dark ocean, I know it makes no sense but being near the ocean really makes me calm lol I guess that's what makes me calm, being near the ocean :D