Kalistean wrote...
akihiro209 wrote...
Kalistean wrote...
Interesting. How often do you two explore sexual intimacy?
I seriously doubt that you're asking all of this just cause you're "curious" about my fantasy sex life. I'll at least humor you to an extent and answer -daily-.
No no, I find unique personalities interesting.
I am also curious as to what drew you into this. Was it more of a sudden thing, or was it something that just developed slowly over time and before you realized it you had it?
Well if you're actually being sincere, then I can at least comply. I guess it started a couple years back when I realized how crappy the world is and how meaningless my life was. I looked to hentai and such as an escape from reality. It started with me being attracted lustily to a hentai character. I then created a world and a persona to interact with this character for sexual purposes. My persona is Akihiro which is now the name I use for every username online. The world I created was a simple one where I was a teacher at a university and that hentai character was my girlfriend. Over time the girl changed from one to another until I settled on one that I truly did love. I then got more in depth with my fantasy world and put in a mother, an older sister, a younger sister, friends, and other specific things. Soon I started making the entire life of my persona from childbirth to the age of 22(birthday was last week). It also wasn't just a perfect world where I was always happy. I made conflict, drama, psychological issues, trust problems, murder, cheating, and lots of emotional pain. It just made sense to include these things as it seemed more realistic. Now things are absolutely perfect since overcoming hard trials leads to consistent happiness. So basically I started with just a horny lust for a character and then it soon built day-by-day into a comprehensive and profound alternate life for me. It's a place where I can relax and enjoy happiness. If I had to write a book about it, it'd be pretty long I think. So there's your answer, sorry for the huge wall of text.