Evil and whatnot
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Oddly, as the nightmares resurface, so does the thread... I don't think I'll ever forgive myself... Can anyone think of something I can do to atone for my involvement in that nightmare? I don't want to go through the rest of my life having this on my conscious. I know nothing I can do will ever get it completely out of my head, the sights, smells, the old emotions and the guilt are burned into my mind, but I'd like to try to help offset the wrong I've done. Reliving every night Evan, restrained on that chair, shaking violently, the smell of the bile and semi-digested food as it poured out of his mouth, the horror of knowing that I caused it, that I enabled that sick bastard to do those vile things, the frantic and desperate scramble to stabilize his arrhythmia, to regulate his breathing, to sedate him so the awful convulsions would finally stop, the sad look in his eyes as he regained consciousness later and had remembered, if only for a few minutes, what had happened. I'm awful for participating in that monstrosity, but I want to do something, anything, to at least ease some suffering, rather than being the cause. The feeling is beyond what I can articulate.
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I've destroyed a relationship with these two bestfriends, they've known each other since they were like 8.
I've also destroyed a Boyfriend - Girlfriend (Kinda good though, the guy was a complete asshole but the girl was too blind)
I've also destroyed a Boyfriend - Girlfriend (Kinda good though, the guy was a complete asshole but the girl was too blind)
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Damoz
~Not A User~
Stole thousands of dollars worth of merchandise and resold it. And i regret nothing, a guys gotta eat~
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Eraldi21 wrote...
here's all that i can remember for the moment : 1
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I have a similar story. I used to steal candy from my local store because my delinquent neighbor made it look so easy. The store found out and started crawling up my ass whenever I went there. Until I decided to stop stealing. I didn't go back to that store for a couple months but when I returned they werent all over me anymore. My biggest score was a huge $7.00 bag of sour patch kids.