Have you ever considered or attempted suicide?
Have you ever considered or attempted suicide?
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I've tried to kill myself twice and considered it countless times due to crippling depression my whole life. I was wondering if anyone else has done the same.
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First love, middle school and linkin park gave an idea but i kinda lacked determination, so instead I switched to a different band.
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animefreak_usa
Child of Samael
Im in deep constant pain for 5 years before i found something to dull the endless fire to my limbs and mind. I die twice either from my own hands... well first time was just am accident.
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artcellrox
The Grey Knight :y
Considered a little, yes, but because I'm too chicken to harm myself on purpose with knives or pills or whatever, I actually went for a different approach: self-harm by negligence. Needless to say, it wasn't pretty not eating and showering regularly for a long time.
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animefreak_usa
Child of Samael
Tyranosaurus_Secks wrote...
The main reason I play FPS's and Grand Theft Auto is to curb my suicidal/homicidal urges.I kill hookers but whatever tickles your panties son.
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Maybe once or twice. Never really tried actually hurting myself though, my mind is too logical to think of doing that.
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No, why would I take the cowards way out when nowadays I can just look at someone the wrong way and have them blow my brains out for me.
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Every damned day.
Before it was manic depression.
Now it's mostly sheer annoyance. An overwhelming sense of "Jesus Fucking Christ, are you kidding me?"
Before it was manic depression.
Now it's mostly sheer annoyance. An overwhelming sense of "Jesus Fucking Christ, are you kidding me?"
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Attempted a few times, did not help with my shots of mania and depression. Pills don't seal the dealio !
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If you've seriously considered or attempted, get help.
If you're one of those who marks yourself up for attention, by all means, whatever floats your boat, you only need to deal with those scars for the rest of your life.
If you're one of those who marks yourself up for attention, by all means, whatever floats your boat, you only need to deal with those scars for the rest of your life.
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SneeakyAsian
CTFG Vanguard
Sadly, yes I've attempted suicide before.
It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
Spoiler:
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SneeakyAsian wrote...
Sadly, yes I've attempted suicide before. It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
Spoiler:
Someone in school left a computer in a classroom unattended with a hentai site up? Someone is dumb. Like, really dumb. Your life was saved by a dumb person! And if you're going to do it - although I'm totally against it - noose is one of the most horrible ways to go. Unless you get off on asphyxiation, like David Carradine.
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Yes. Considered... and attempted. Then I realized no one would care if I did and I thought that was a pretty pathetic way to go. When I go I want at least *calculates* 5 people at my funeral.
Yeah... at least 5. That'd be cool.
Yeah... at least 5. That'd be cool.
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Gravity cat
the adequately amused
I had considered it because I was a stupid teenager. Didn't attempt it, but it did make me wonder if anybody gave a shit if I did go through with it and succeed.
That's why I haven't: I want to make more friends/piss more people off first and go out with a bang, preferably in old age.
That's why I haven't: I want to make more friends/piss more people off first and go out with a bang, preferably in old age.
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Makes me think of "Dad would dream of all the different ways to die. Each one a little more than he could dare to try"
No. Never attempted nor considered. I value my life too much.
No. Never attempted nor considered. I value my life too much.
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SneeakyAsian
CTFG Vanguard
ecchigaijin wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Sadly, yes I've attempted suicide before. It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
Spoiler:
Someone in school left a computer in a classroom unattended with a hentai site up? Someone is dumb. Like, really dumb. Your life was saved by a dumb person! And if you're going to do it - although I'm totally against it - noose is one of the most horrible ways to go. Unless you get off on asphyxiation, like David Carradine.
It was more like I had one on me by chance. Anyways, yes, my life was saved by a generally stupid person. I made sure to close the page when I was done.
