Have you ever considered or attempted suicide?
Have you ever considered or attempted suicide?
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Never considered it. My parents tought me when you are down, pick yourself back up, it will make you stronger in the end. Never give up the fight and never give in!
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I've considered it several years ago, around the time I was entering middle school. Surprisingly once I found 'online gaming' it helped me alot. Occasionally the thought passes by me once in a while but it's only a passing thought and nothing I'd currently consider doing.
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Well, I've contemplated, who honestly never has, but I can't say it was for the same "rah-rah" pick yourself up by your bootstraps reason, nor the coward reason, it was at first skepticism about an afterlife and eventually outright unbelief in it. Without an afterlife or reincarnation, it's just an ending to things, annihilation or nothingness, that's it. It's odd to say that unbelief honestly "saved my life", but it's true. I don't see the advantage to it, and I'd rather exist as a consciousness, even in extreme hardship, than to simply not be.
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Drifter995
Neko//Night
Considered it a few times when I was an idiot teenager, thinking I had depression.
After a while I realised it was a fucking stupid thing to consider doing, and now I've realised I will probably be going out with a rather large bang soonish. Well, if I get into the career/ hobby I want to get into. Have dreams of being the next senna, and being a crazy motherfucker, but I doubt I'd be that reckless.
Either way, have considered, not going to. Doubt I'll consider it again. I'm too good at being happy, and not caring
After a while I realised it was a fucking stupid thing to consider doing, and now I've realised I will probably be going out with a rather large bang soonish. Well, if I get into the career/ hobby I want to get into. Have dreams of being the next senna, and being a crazy motherfucker, but I doubt I'd be that reckless.
Either way, have considered, not going to. Doubt I'll consider it again. I'm too good at being happy, and not caring
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SneeakyAsian wrote...
ecchigaijin wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Sadly, yes I've attempted suicide before. It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
Spoiler:
Someone in school left a computer in a classroom unattended with a hentai site up? Someone is dumb. Like, really dumb. Your life was saved by a dumb person! And if you're going to do it - although I'm totally against it - noose is one of the most horrible ways to go. Unless you get off on asphyxiation, like David Carradine.
It was more like I had one on me by chance. Anyways, yes, my life was saved by a generally stupid person. I made sure to close the page when I was done.
Just go seek help the next time thoughts like that occur. No good in hoping someone is stupid enough to leave cartoon porn open wherever you are next time.
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623
FAKKU QA
No, neither. It's too stupid. I've fucked up many times so far but every time I've managed to come back.
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Yes when I was a teen..
I was always negative with myself, Always blaming me. Somewhat an Emo kid. cuzz yeah, I'm not with good terms with my father back then. So in pure depression when my GF broke up with me and my Father yelled at me and called me worthless.. I did it, I blacked out in the middle of my dumbfuck event. I survived and lived to tell another.. GOD I WAS SO DUMB BACK THEN. I ALWAYS SHIVER EVERY TIME I REMEMBER WHAT I DID.
I was always negative with myself, Always blaming me. Somewhat an Emo kid. cuzz yeah, I'm not with good terms with my father back then. So in pure depression when my GF broke up with me and my Father yelled at me and called me worthless.. I did it, I blacked out in the middle of my dumbfuck event. I survived and lived to tell another.. GOD I WAS SO DUMB BACK THEN. I ALWAYS SHIVER EVERY TIME I REMEMBER WHAT I DID.
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Mate, let me share you guys some of my stories..
You see, I was born in a very hectic family..My mother is as strong as Hulk Hogan and as demonic as Lucifer whike my father is like Rambo but killing civilians instead..
Me and my siblings took the most hit..Our family was so hectic that the whoke town knew about it..My name got called everywhere..School,park,even fuckin 7 eleven..
And then, divorced happened when im 12 and my childhood just got shattered just like that..No nintendo or ps1 like all the happy kids..just me avoiding the knives my parents throwing at each other..
I moved somewhere else with my father and my stepmother..Boy wasn't that a big big mistake..But heck..I would probably won't be sitting in front of this computer if i lived with my mama.. You can tell with the whole "Father and stepmom" thing..Pretty usual yeah..Except that i had to fuckin work to get 5 bucks to buy some mcdonald's..
When i aged 16..Exam is so far away yet so close inside my heart..I want to get out of this situation..I had enough with the name calling, bullies and unsupportive friends(yep, same old "Bully old loner billy")..It's me that decides my life..Not my friends,not my parents..So i studied and raged and studied again..Until i passed my exam..
Now..Here i am sitting in front of my monitor typing my shitty first stage of life!But hey, I got a wife now..It's very ironic whenever i came to my parents house!Boy do i showed them what true love is..
But in my entire life, i never ever ever considered to suicide..You had waaaaaayyyy too long of a life to go through :) If you're single, fuck something!A whore(donz be madz plz), a doll..Whatever!When you're old..Go out on an adventure! It's absolutely worthed if you go through your life without giving up on your emotions!Why?Because fuck emotions!You're on your own when no one can help you!I know i kinda sounded like coach Buzz right now but it's probably the most truthful answer i can give..
"You had nothing to be scared of,if you are alone in a dark alleyway,you need a light and a courage to go through it..But you are alone..Who can give you the light?Only you know the answer!"
-Xenophanes,Eleatic philosopher
You see, I was born in a very hectic family..My mother is as strong as Hulk Hogan and as demonic as Lucifer whike my father is like Rambo but killing civilians instead..
Me and my siblings took the most hit..Our family was so hectic that the whoke town knew about it..My name got called everywhere..School,park,even fuckin 7 eleven..
And then, divorced happened when im 12 and my childhood just got shattered just like that..No nintendo or ps1 like all the happy kids..just me avoiding the knives my parents throwing at each other..
I moved somewhere else with my father and my stepmother..Boy wasn't that a big big mistake..But heck..I would probably won't be sitting in front of this computer if i lived with my mama.. You can tell with the whole "Father and stepmom" thing..Pretty usual yeah..Except that i had to fuckin work to get 5 bucks to buy some mcdonald's..
When i aged 16..Exam is so far away yet so close inside my heart..I want to get out of this situation..I had enough with the name calling, bullies and unsupportive friends(yep, same old "Bully old loner billy")..It's me that decides my life..Not my friends,not my parents..So i studied and raged and studied again..Until i passed my exam..
Now..Here i am sitting in front of my monitor typing my shitty first stage of life!But hey, I got a wife now..It's very ironic whenever i came to my parents house!Boy do i showed them what true love is..
But in my entire life, i never ever ever considered to suicide..You had waaaaaayyyy too long of a life to go through :) If you're single, fuck something!A whore(donz be madz plz), a doll..Whatever!When you're old..Go out on an adventure! It's absolutely worthed if you go through your life without giving up on your emotions!Why?Because fuck emotions!You're on your own when no one can help you!I know i kinda sounded like coach Buzz right now but it's probably the most truthful answer i can give..
"You had nothing to be scared of,if you are alone in a dark alleyway,you need a light and a courage to go through it..But you are alone..Who can give you the light?Only you know the answer!"
-Xenophanes,Eleatic philosopher
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SneeakyAsian
CTFG Vanguard
ecchigaijin wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
ecchigaijin wrote...
SneeakyAsian wrote...
Sadly, yes I've attempted suicide before. It was after my first breakup, My mom had just died, I was dealing with moving, a lot of bad stuff, and I was around 15. So I had to make a noose for my friend to teach a math class (don't ask why). Well I went in the classroom when everyone was at lunch to bring in the noose. Realizing that I could've ended it then and there, hung up the noose and put it around my neck when I heard music playing from the computer in the room. It was my curiosity for what the music was (which is stemmed from me studying and playing music for years) that stopped me. Well first, It turned out to be Vocaloid music. Second, on the side was a page for a hentai site (sadly not Fakku). Being the perverted 15 year old I was, I just kept reading, completely forgetting about my troubles.
So in a sense, one could say music and hentai saved my life!
In fact, I devote my time to writing Vocaloid songs and of course, reading hentai.
Happy Endings are nice right?
Spoiler:
Someone in school left a computer in a classroom unattended with a hentai site up? Someone is dumb. Like, really dumb. Your life was saved by a dumb person! And if you're going to do it - although I'm totally against it - noose is one of the most horrible ways to go. Unless you get off on asphyxiation, like David Carradine.
It was more like I had one on me by chance. Anyways, yes, my life was saved by a generally stupid person. I made sure to close the page when I was done.
Just go seek help the next time thoughts like that occur. No good in hoping someone is stupid enough to leave cartoon porn open wherever you are next time.
Heh, I guess I got lucky. I'm fine now, I've got friends to rely on and the wonderful Fakku community to keep me going. And even if I had lost all that, I learned from the experience that even in the most desolate darkness, light arises. One must never lose hope......funny that I'm saying this
Spoiler:
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FinalBoss
#levelupyourgrind
I thought about it a few times, but I value life too much to go through with it.
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Thankfully no, I have never even considered suicide. Same with Cherry
I can't say the same for the twins, as they've at least considered suicide at one point. I remember one day, years ago, like late middle school, Lemon asked me a question with such a sad look on her face. "Would you even care if we... If we weren't around anymore?" And my response was a hug that probably lasted longer than it should.
At this point despite this depression they're currently in, they know they are loved very much by many people and wouldn't even think about offing themselves, knowing just how many people it would effect.
But going back to me, I have never even considered suicide.
Despite (see spoiler below) happening to me I was to scared to even plan anything out because it had been drilled into my head that if I took my own life and have up God's most precious gift of life, then I would go straight to hell, and that if I thought my life was hell now, then imagine it 50 times worse, only with demons, fire, and even more pain.
(This is the spoiler)
However, this doesn't mean I haven't considered what life will be like if I die young...
I can't say the same for the twins, as they've at least considered suicide at one point. I remember one day, years ago, like late middle school, Lemon asked me a question with such a sad look on her face. "Would you even care if we... If we weren't around anymore?" And my response was a hug that probably lasted longer than it should.
At this point despite this depression they're currently in, they know they are loved very much by many people and wouldn't even think about offing themselves, knowing just how many people it would effect.
But going back to me, I have never even considered suicide.
Despite (see spoiler below) happening to me I was to scared to even plan anything out because it had been drilled into my head that if I took my own life and have up God's most precious gift of life, then I would go straight to hell, and that if I thought my life was hell now, then imagine it 50 times worse, only with demons, fire, and even more pain.
(This is the spoiler)
Spoiler:
However, this doesn't mean I haven't considered what life will be like if I die young...
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Wow, only 29% has not considered it... That's quite bad.
I've considered the idea lightly before, but I'm just too optimist to move more along that idea.
I've considered the idea lightly before, but I'm just too optimist to move more along that idea.
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FinalBoss
#levelupyourgrind
Nyara❤ wrote...
Wow, only 29% has not considered it... That's quite bad.I've considered the idea lightly before, but I'm just too optimist to move more along that idea.
If you think that's bad, imagine a poll that asks if you've ever thought about killing/raping someone.
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I think at some point the majority of people have a thought about it. I had a lackluster attempt after a problem in high school, but brother stopped me and after never wanted to try again. Really don't want to make my family sad over me.
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Misaki_Chi
Fakku Nurse
Considered yes, attempted no. I have had low points in life where I thought about doing things, but I can't because it's too easy and selfish. Also don't want to put the burden of my death on others. I also realize that the bad points will pass in time so I wade though my more negative emotions till I can start working on being positive again.
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DatYuriThough
Goddess of Nature
I considered doing it once after learning about some health issues I had. I was being very melodramatic about the whole thing and complained about how my life would be ruined by it. I thought about taking some pain killers and then slitting my wrists and just letting myself bleed out afterwards. Though I couldn't find any strong enough pain killers and my hands were too shaky to hold the knife. Managed to figure out eventually that it was a stupid thing to consider doing and as long as I kept myself healthy with light exercise and took my medication my illness wouldn't effect my life.
Life is generally going to have moments where everything seems dark and hopeless, that's just because our world isn't meant to always be sunshine and rainbows; there are going to be rainy days. But you also have to remember that this world isn't always going to be dark and depressing, so long as you work at it you'll find happy times again. Problems like this don't have easy answers, and you shouldn't expect to find one quickly and without effort.
Life is generally going to have moments where everything seems dark and hopeless, that's just because our world isn't meant to always be sunshine and rainbows; there are going to be rainy days. But you also have to remember that this world isn't always going to be dark and depressing, so long as you work at it you'll find happy times again. Problems like this don't have easy answers, and you shouldn't expect to find one quickly and without effort.

