Have you ever considered or attempted suicide?

Yes, considered and came reaaaally close to actually following through with it several times, but unlike most cases in North America, it had absolutely nothing to do with depression (when i get depressed, i drink, get high, and repeat until no longer depressed and/or begging for mercy when offered another drink), or retarded teenage drama.


I dont judge those who attempt/consider it due to serious depression (its a legitimate mental disorder yo), but if it had anything to do with retarded teen angst/drama (twilight esque), then smack yourself upside the head and go smoke a blunt or something.

I used to consider it all the time. I just made sure never to do it because it'd have been a bitch's way out. So I guess you could say pride got in the way. I live in a city where killing yourself is as easy as stepping onto the train tracks, lying down, and waiting, so I thought about it a lot during my morning commute back in the day. I considered it much more back in high school, but I was a little bitch who tried to alienate what few friends he had left for no reason, so it was to be expected.

I stopped when I came to the realization that comedic sociopathy was only funny when you had an audience that wasn't also your target. So I stopped being a dickhead to my friends, and in turn they were a lot nicer to me. That led to me being a lot happier and not as likely to end up on the newspaper as some kid who "accidentally" fell onto the tracks.

If you're ever considering killing yourself, please don't jump in front of a train.

• One, it might not kill you and you'll end up with a shitload of hospital bills.

• Two, if it does kill you, you'll send body parts flying all over, and that'll be a bad time for everyone.

And jumping off a bridge is practically landing on concrete, breaking all your bones, and then drowning; so you'll regret that the moment you let go of the rails to leap off.

Instead, you should just live. Endure. Out of spite. Spite for the people who have wronged you so that one day you will have your revenge. That's what I live for. Comedy and eventual vengeance. I'm gonna laugh it up and love my family and friends, because now I know that I matter to people. Now I'll stop before I end up not making sense.

[color=#ff69b4]Pretty sure it's cross a lot of peoples mind when you just feel like your life is not going to get any better. I've had it pop into my mind at one point, but I just called myself a dumbass and move on putting up with what goes on.

I've had to put up with my older brother always thinking about for a few years not to long ago. So I don't it's the best thing to tell family that both of us thinking about it at some point.

It dose more bad then good a lot of the time.

Back when I was in high school, I considered it almost every day. I was bullied constantly by a majority of the student body and felt like it like it was a way out but I only ever came close but never went through. I guess I stopped because I figured that people would have been upset if I wasn't around any more.

In recent years I've considered it a little too much. Good thing I'm seeing a psychiatrist or I may just have been dead last year when my brain decided to go all fucky.

I've thought of it but I'm smart enough to know that it's a dumb move.

I went to boarding school when I was in high school, and I was taking prozac pills for my depression. I considered suicide countless of times. Burning myself with a lighter, taking all the prozac pills at once, and jumping off of school chapel to name some. Fortunately, the counselor that I have been talking to since freshmen year was well trained and sharp, so she knew what was going through my minds without myself telling her. I was told to leave the school, but it ended up alright looking back.

I've attempted to consider suicide, but it didn't work out.

If being a child and trying to jump out a two story window counts then yeah I believe I tried to commit suicide. Other than that I always use to contemplate what happens after death and my conclusion is that keep on being this physical form until I fulfill the purpose of my being place in this slice of the hologram.

AND IF YOU ARE TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE:

*I won't tell you do not do it(It is the decision you must choose for yourself)
*Life sucks, enjoy the suck because that what makes you feel alive
*Life doesn't suck, the people around you make it so
*Crappy times pass
*Find an activity that you enjoy and that can kill you
*Contemplate what happens after you kill yourself(You might bore or intrigue yourself and just end up not taking your own life)
*Maybe you have committed suicide and are stuck in a time loop
*Get out of the time loop
*There's probably more people out there that love you than hate you
*And finally FUCK THE HATERS, Live and let the sign of you living glow with the message that you don't give any more fucks about what they think

I'm a coward and probably will be my entire life so I never got to the stage where I actually had enough courage to attempt suicide. I did consider it a lot though. I think I'm getting out of it a bit since I spend my time watching anime, reading manga and being geeky I don't really think about the bad things in real life I just kind of live in my own fantasy world. Also having my brother who always support me and tries to cheer me up helped me a lot. He made me realize a lot of things and tbh I don't think I would even consider suicide anymore

1. it is really selfish and you leave sadness, guilt and bad influence behind. Not to mention all your responsibilities and step on other people's effort. Even if you feel like you are all alone, no one in the world is completely alone. There will always be someone thinking of you and be sad of your death even if it might be someone not related to you or someone you only interacted with once. I know for sure I would be sad if someone did suicide even if I didn't know them. I would feel bad for the person and the people around.

2. If I die I won't be able to know how many of the series I'm following will end. (NO SHIT, this is a srsly reason)

3. I would never ever want my family to feel the sadness and pain I have been through by leaving them behind, I would rather stay and we together overcome these painful and hardships in life together!

Yes, I thought about it sometimes. Due to my lack of social life despite living in a country where everybody know somebody's cousin who knows this guy. Lol

But I manage.

I've failed to become an hero twice.

I decided to stop trying, I'll never be an hero.

i went through a stage in my life between being 16 and late 17 in which i was crazy depressed and the realisation that i'm so minuscule compared to everything else just sort of hit me. like, not only was i not that special to the world or the universe or anything like that, i wasn't special to any groups of people. my family, my friends, i was just sort of there. not only would i not make a mark on history i wouldn't even make an impression on those closest to me.

not to mention i was dealing with some pretty serious issues regarding a couple of break ups with girlfriends (at different times of course) that both really fucked me up mentally.

i haven't mentioned this to anyone i know in real life, funny what a little bit of internet anonymity can do eh?

Suicide is always an alternative, but I'm too curious to see what'll happen next.

If it came down to life of suffering(torture, prison, illness) as the only foreseeable or guaranteed future, I'd "opt out".

I've considered killing everybody else.

i tried to kill myself twice in highschool, but since than ive gotten help and medication, so im better

Never even considered it.

I suppose I'm what's referred to as a passive suicidal, and, in response to the picture above, a fine example of it is in the anime Zombie Loan, by the way. ;)

I had often considered what may lay beyond death, the life that may take place after it in heaven or purgatory/limbo. Or perhaps just how peaceful it may be to fall asleep and never have to worry about waking up. I had never been driven to the point of wanting to take my own life prematurely, however, should there be something threatening my life, there is nothing about the life I have now that would make me want to cling to it and save myself.

So, I wouldn't kill myself, but I wouldn't save myself either.

I also detest the idea of living past a certain age, but this may be a slight phobia caused by looking at how dependent and crippled elderly people had been around me previously and I could never see myself confined that way. Though, this may be a separate issue entirely.

I've had severe depression for most of my life, But I've only tried to actually end my life once. I tried to overdose on sleeping pills but after about 5 minutes my online friend started frantically trying to skype me and sent me this huge message about why I should stay alive, and even threatened to call the police, and I felt so guilty that I made myself throw them up. My depression/social anxiety/mental health situation has gotten much better in the past few months, but I still self-harm, as it's a habit I've unfortunately gotten into, everyday.