What should i do?

Ok so im 18 and this girl i like is 17. I have no fucking clue how I'm suppose to win her heart.
Reasons why i like her:
-really high-standards
-Catholic
-Short Asian
-Really Friendly
-Harkworking
-Athletic
-Had a crush on a gay guy... (2 years ago)

Heres a story of how we met and stuff.

Well first off, i didn't noticed her much when she was a freshmen and i was a sophomore until i joined track. I realized that she was really easy going with people around her and was cute herself, despite how short she was. She looked like the person who tried her hardest for anything that she does whether it comes to romance, sports, and education. At first i tried to talk to her when she was alone in a weight room. I asked if she was fine and if she wanted to join me and my group. She said that it was fine and i just stood there... awkwardly D:. After that i didn't even talk to her until my Junior Year of Cross Country ( we run cross country together yes). That was when i finally mustered up my courage to talk some more to her and asked her to homecoming. Despite the fact that she didnt want to go to homecoming she said yes to me.

Note: i had to go against another guy for her hand to dance and i won.

Another event where i was with her was during a football game. I could barely talk to her since i don't know much about her. I was a pussy and she said it also that i needed to man up (kinda respected her for that haha). Somehow it just couldnt workand i always feel awkward whenever im near her.

During homecoming when i danced with her i can see her struggle to slow dance with me since i was too tall for her. So I just walked off ( douche move i know im sorry). THen i came back seeing her dance with another guy, and it was the guy that she likes ( and he was gay...) i acted like i was all fine with it and walked off and sat next to my best friend. He pitied me alittle and i was like whatever. My date came to me and said that she was leaving with her little sister and i gave her one last hug.

This is when it becomes dramatic.
I became a cunt to her, I ignored her. She even tried to talk to me but i walked away. Maybe this is Jealousy? She then ignored me back and we werent just talking to each other whatsoever. Friends were taking sides and i was being a little kid trying to make people pity me more.
From what i learned now i knew i was being a possessive little bitch and that i was going all over her. I learned this the hard way through self studying about my own life.

I blame everything that happened that day on myself cause i was a coward and a douche.

1 month after that i went straight to her and apologized to her but she still avoided me. I deserved this for all the crap i put her through. I just went on with my life but i still think about her.

1 year later when i was a senior i got myself familiar with her again little by little. We just had small talks during track and cross country and went on with our ways. I wanted to let her know my good side. I coughed up some small joke with her and her friends at some point when the timing was right, and she laughed. I can still remember that cute little laugh now haha.

After i graduated i invited her out to play basketball with me, she invited me to her house to play some ball with her and her siblings. I had a great time. I respected her and her family all the way. but when darkness came over we just sat at a bench. I never knew how distanced i was from her. I walked her back to her house alongside with her siblings and we just went off our ways again. I did ask her sometimes to play some basketball with me and tried taking her out for lunch but she refused and i was like okay.

For some reason i have only been watching her from so far. Even though i learned more about here time by time i still feel weak around her. At first i thought i admired her but i actually have an unrequited love for her...

Now im in college just trying to find myself a new girl for me to fall in love, and i still cant forget about her. Even though shes a senior and now in the student council and she barely has anytime to hang out with anybody. I came to her city league meet to watch her and my teammate run. I had to leave early because my friend that i brought with me was a candyass and wanted to leave early.

She initiated a text (for the first time ever) and apologized for not greeting me. I said it was fine and several text later i just told her to rest and sleep for her next school session.

SHes someone that i want to protect. I dont know who she likes now but im sure it isn't me (through her close friend, well it was unclear so i dont really know, to put it)

What should i do as a man? I just want to see her and talk to her and other stuff.
Srry for the long post and bad grammers and story jumps D:.

Have you ever told her that you like her? If not, why? Was it because you were afraid you'd be rejected or because you were unsure about how you felt?

Honestly from an outsiders perspective and with your side of the story alone it looks like she liked you but you didn't make a move so she got frustrated and moved on. My advice is to move on. You had your chance and you missed it, just pick yourself up and let bygones be bygones. Unless you are madly in love with her, which frankly does not seem to be the case, you are only wasting your time hanging on to the past, and would also waste her time pursuing her. You still thinking about her now is probably more so because of regret rather than love. Things will never go back to where they were so you won't get a chance to "fix it", but it seems like you can salvage a friendship out of it.

sounds like you missed your chance, bro. The best advice I could give you would be to just move on. It's a lot easier said than done, though. If I was you I would hold off on trying find somebody new until you're completely over this girl. It wouldn't be fair to the new girl and it wouldn't be fair to you either.

Honestly, yes. You blew it off with her that time so your chances of a love relationship with her are very very slim. As other said things won't go back to like it was before but you two can form a nice friendship that may or may not evolve in to love.

If you only want to help her in her happiness only means you are in the steps of getting over her and moving on. But if you unsure I suggest to not find a girl unless you feel sure about your feelings. A waving heart causes far more damages than what many people imagine.

Keep in touch with her and play with her siblings and try to talk some more with her. Find topic to make both of you feel comfortable (some jokes of life experiences) so that the distance may shorten. If she starts talking about her life and stuff do what the gentleman'd book says : "STFU and listen to her" that things will improve between you two.

Yea I'm fine being friends with her for now actually since i also feel that i cant deepen that relationship. And yes i already said that i liked her but she said that she just wanted to be friends. Thank all.

Stop acting like high school students and realize you don't have to know you love someone to try dating them?

Though in this situation you're fucked so you might as well drop the crush and see if there is someone else you find yourself interested in. And hey, even if things don't work out. Chicks dig guys who aren't available so she might suddenly find you hot too.

Ahahaha, she does think im one of those hot guys(her friends told me that but she still doesnt like me so whatever) but yea im talking to someone else in college right now. Hope it overcomes this pointless crush thanks though!

Charm her with your dashing wits with this marvelous pick up line:

Hey baby, do I know you? Cause you look a lot like my next girlfriend.

Simple: Move On.

Lolwat?

Anyway it sounds like you got some growing up to do if you flip out when the girl you like dances with a guy she's got no hope in hell with. Learn from your mistakes and move on, you've got no hope if the feeling's not mutual.

So my piece of advice is if you want to get a girls attention you don't have to be overly romantic about it. Don't treat her like trash but also don't treat her like a porcelain doll. Don't come off as a weak submissive individual but try to also avoid being dominating with your personality. Hygiene is also a biggie. and lastly, my words to all of you. Each time you fail, take something from that experience and improve upon it. Thats how I got my wife atleast.

OVER A YEAR OLD! HOW THE HELL DID YOU FIND THIS POST AND WHY DID YOU BRING IT BACK?!

Because... I am God... XD just kidding. Just browsing the forums, y'know.

Stop it. Don't Necro or we will drown your little newfag ass.

I am sooo scared of you -.- Really? Newfag? What are you a 4Chaner?

Stop posting. Seriously. You have already made yourself to be a complete retard deserving of no respect when you went out of your way to necro several threads.

If you can't grasp even a simple concept as not to do that you will always be ostracized in the forum. You are not the first newfag that thought they were tough shit and you will not be the last.

But I can guarantee that if you continue to post like a retard that you will not last.

So again I suggest to kindly fuck off and stop posting.

bring it on. I am far from being afraid of some moron over the net who goes out of his way to "threaten" me. Really, grow up.

Blah blah blah yeah that's nice and cute and all, but that doesn't change the fact that the reason you're getting so much stick is because this topic is over a year old - a thread which died once the OP responded saying he's fine with staying friends "for now". A long time has passed since then so it would be safe to assume that any advice you give now is useless at this point.

What can I say? Even I get bored~