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8th Period-Homeroom 1:45 P.M.
Homeroom was and is annoying at the end of the day, Katsuro thought to himself. This period, otherwise known as Resource room is for those idiots who somehow didn't pay attention during school and are therefore checking up on their notes. To Elites like himself and Silmeria-san, this period was a waste of time and effort. It should be an optional period, Katsuro argued to his homeroom teacher but his homeroom teacher had none of it.
So, there are two things I can do Katsuro thought. I can either stay in homeroom and try and put up with it. Or, I can look for an opening to sneak out of. Katsuro opened his Diary to see if there was an opening for him to take and there was, at 1:53 P.M. He decided he'd take that route.
At 1:53 P.M. His homeroom teacher was informed he'd have to go to a meeting and so he did, taking his notebook and leaving just like that. If everyone left immediately, it'd be a riot. So he looked at his fellow classmates with a stare that said 'If you ruin this for me, I'll spare no expense of torturing you.'
Paralyzed by his Psychotic-Gothic side, Katsuro took the opportunity to slip out of the classroom and walk out of the school with his belongings and he smirked.
"Elites don't do the same things as everybody else, much less do we need to waste our time to satisfy their own weaknesses." He boasted loudly to himself. As he walked, he came across an abandoned house and his heart skipped a beat, his pupils shrinking and it was as if his subconscious mind all of a sudden took over.
'Something or somebody is in that house' Katsuro theorized but for some reason he felt a strong hunch about this theory. 'And that person or thing is calling me....why though? Is it another human who also shares this strange new fate?' He wondered as he looked at his Diary and then walked up to the front of the door, compelled by perhaps chance and fate as he knocked on the door, feeling a tinge of shock and he wondered what happened. He called out silently,"Is there anyone here?" He questioned somewhat loudly for whomever or whatever was in there to hear. 'I guess maybe I'm the strange one.' Katsuro tried to logically explain the unexplainable in his mind, but to no avail. Nothing, would be normal anymore that much at least was clear.
Homeroom was and is annoying at the end of the day, Katsuro thought to himself. This period, otherwise known as Resource room is for those idiots who somehow didn't pay attention during school and are therefore checking up on their notes. To Elites like himself and Silmeria-san, this period was a waste of time and effort. It should be an optional period, Katsuro argued to his homeroom teacher but his homeroom teacher had none of it.
So, there are two things I can do Katsuro thought. I can either stay in homeroom and try and put up with it. Or, I can look for an opening to sneak out of. Katsuro opened his Diary to see if there was an opening for him to take and there was, at 1:53 P.M. He decided he'd take that route.
At 1:53 P.M. His homeroom teacher was informed he'd have to go to a meeting and so he did, taking his notebook and leaving just like that. If everyone left immediately, it'd be a riot. So he looked at his fellow classmates with a stare that said 'If you ruin this for me, I'll spare no expense of torturing you.'
Paralyzed by his Psychotic-Gothic side, Katsuro took the opportunity to slip out of the classroom and walk out of the school with his belongings and he smirked.
"Elites don't do the same things as everybody else, much less do we need to waste our time to satisfy their own weaknesses." He boasted loudly to himself. As he walked, he came across an abandoned house and his heart skipped a beat, his pupils shrinking and it was as if his subconscious mind all of a sudden took over.
'Something or somebody is in that house' Katsuro theorized but for some reason he felt a strong hunch about this theory. 'And that person or thing is calling me....why though? Is it another human who also shares this strange new fate?' He wondered as he looked at his Diary and then walked up to the front of the door, compelled by perhaps chance and fate as he knocked on the door, feeling a tinge of shock and he wondered what happened. He called out silently,"Is there anyone here?" He questioned somewhat loudly for whomever or whatever was in there to hear. 'I guess maybe I'm the strange one.' Katsuro tried to logically explain the unexplainable in his mind, but to no avail. Nothing, would be normal anymore that much at least was clear.
Seventh Period, Gym Class. 1:30 P.M. Today, we were playing organized basketball between the attendees of the class. Though it wasn't really organized, Katsuro thought considering that the class never played together until this year! After a bunch of sloppy but fun basketball. Our team prevailed and I screamed in the air "Yeah! Never underestimate Katsuro-sama! Not only in academics but in sports as well." "Jerk off" is what he could hear everyone whisper but he didn't care. As long as he felt ontop of the world, he couldn't care less what others thought.
He walked inside the shower room with a bunch of the other guys, paying them no mind. It was as if, because he played the game with Dominic-kun he was slightly interested. But since he didn't play his little game with the others they were nothing but trash to him. Instead, as the hot water beat on his body for some reason his thoughts rang aloud about Simeria. It was nice for her to cover for him and all, but Katsuro thinks to himself: 'For what reason do I have to think about Simeria, it's wholly possible I never meet her again'.
He walked inside the shower room with a bunch of the other guys, paying them no mind. It was as if, because he played the game with Dominic-kun he was slightly interested. But since he didn't play his little game with the others they were nothing but trash to him. Instead, as the hot water beat on his body for some reason his thoughts rang aloud about Simeria. It was nice for her to cover for him and all, but Katsuro thinks to himself: 'For what reason do I have to think about Simeria, it's wholly possible I never meet her again'.
As he looked through Dietrich's eyes he thought they were incredibly beautiful for a guy. Though, at first it was mere teasing but now...bisexuality, eh? Katsuro thought. It might be worth toying with. "Dietrich-kun, don't think that my attraction will wane if you refuse me. I'm more than prepared to have an unrequited love. See you later, my beloved slave." I bowed honorably and began to walk to my seventh period class.
A flashback rang in my mind about the two other men who were next to Dominic and I took a sip of my soda and I put it down on the table lightly and I smiled, wanting to tease him even more and lead him on even more. Love is so fragile and fickle and to make someone fall so hard and get dumped so quickly.....Nothing could be more ecstatic then that.
"There was a boy and a girl among your group of three, friends of yours? Or, have you developed feelings for one of them?" "If you have, that's unfortunate because I have interest in you. That's why I want to make you my slave."
Katsuro folded his hands and a different variation of his psychotic Gothic eyes appeared, one less violent but more manipulative and deceptive and even lustful in nature. This part of Darkness which Katsuro loved with all of his heart.
"No one can refuse me, so we might as well get you accustomed to your new role my dear slave. Tell me more, more about yourself...."
"There was a boy and a girl among your group of three, friends of yours? Or, have you developed feelings for one of them?" "If you have, that's unfortunate because I have interest in you. That's why I want to make you my slave."
Katsuro folded his hands and a different variation of his psychotic Gothic eyes appeared, one less violent but more manipulative and deceptive and even lustful in nature. This part of Darkness which Katsuro loved with all of his heart.
"No one can refuse me, so we might as well get you accustomed to your new role my dear slave. Tell me more, more about yourself...."
"Kitten?" He seemed annoyed and then he burst out laughing, hitting the empty lunch table in the cafeteria as he could barely contain his laughter. "I'm Katsuro Kaneko, and if you must use an honorific please let it be -kun. I'm not a girl, thanks." He smirked. "You know me, right? I'm Katsuro Kaneko. The greatest genius in our esteemed Academy. If you become my slave, I'll reward you with everything life has to offer. If you refuse....
Katsuro slid his finger up his chest and leaned in, figuring that this man based on his comments was at the very least bisexual so this was Katsuro's way of teasing him.
"If you refuse, I'll force you to become my slave...So no matter what, you're mine ...."
Katsuro said with a very convincing but false sense of lust as he sat down on the chair, legs crossed in a masculine fashion.
Katsuro slid his finger up his chest and leaned in, figuring that this man based on his comments was at the very least bisexual so this was Katsuro's way of teasing him.
"If you refuse, I'll force you to become my slave...So no matter what, you're mine ...."
Katsuro said with a very convincing but false sense of lust as he sat down on the chair, legs crossed in a masculine fashion.
AvatarEnd wrote...
I have no idea why this here. The comments are completely inappropriate, the OP shouldn't be posting here. This is one big thread of shit. If you can't discuss your relationship candidly in person and need fakku to relate to each other, then something is seriously wrong with the both of you.I have no idea why you'd even post here and expect real answers from the majority. Your wife posts more frequently than you and is more recognized and as such you'll just be treated as an outsider.
Aren't you going to a counselor? Are you just completely ignoring the advice of a professional for fucked up people and white knighters?
1)Have you ever bothered to read the posts despite your high and mighty attitude? Because if you did most of your questions were already answered.
2) You do realize this is the Love, Romance and Relationships Forum where we actually talk about things pertaining to *surprise* Love, Romance and Relationships?
3) You do realize that as you talk shit about this community, calling it fucked up that you yourself are a part of that fucked up community and are posting on the boards? Do you realize what an insulting shot you fired at all of us?
As they both fell, he picked up his Planner, not concerned with the contents whatsoever as he was more interested in what his Diary predicted then anything else. Surely, however a Diary Owner wouldn't be as rude and impudent as this fool.
He looked at him sharply and with a veiled threat in his voice he said "Look where you're going, dumbass! I sware, how do guys like you that don't study get into this academy? Anyway, here's your Planner." He handed him his Planner, he was trying to be more polite like Simeria asked but it just wasn't in his nature.
He looked at him sharply and with a veiled threat in his voice he said "Look where you're going, dumbass! I sware, how do guys like you that don't study get into this academy? Anyway, here's your Planner." He handed him his Planner, he was trying to be more polite like Simeria asked but it just wasn't in his nature.
He quickly looked back at Simeria-san and he whispered to her "Really, you really didn't want anything from me?" He smiled at her trust in him and he nodded. "I won't abuse others anymore! It's a promise between us."
As the two of them were about finished with their conversations, his mini computer screen began to pop up from his watch as if his mouse moved and his Microsoft Word Diary was beginning to type.
"12:45-I come into contact unknowingly with Third, surprisingly getting along with him. I thought I was deceiving him at first but with each intimate word I say and action I take, I find that I'm meaning it more and more."
'Why would I interact intimately with a guy? I'm only interested in women...right?' Katsuro thought as he never really pondered his true sexuality and his true feelings. As he begun to make his leave from the conversation with Simeria with this in mind.
"I promise, Simeria I won't allow anyone else to interfere with you. As thanks for what you've done for me." Katsuro said.
"12:45-I come into contact unknowingly with Third, surprisingly getting along with him. I thought I was deceiving him at first but with each intimate word I say and action I take, I find that I'm meaning it more and more."
'Why would I interact intimately with a guy? I'm only interested in women...right?' Katsuro thought as he never really pondered his true sexuality and his true feelings. As he begun to make his leave from the conversation with Simeria with this in mind.
"I promise, Simeria I won't allow anyone else to interfere with you. As thanks for what you've done for me." Katsuro said.
He sighed in relief, all he has to do is keep a bunch of fanatic guys off Simeria-san's back and she'll keep quiet about what he told her. He couldn't have imagined it being that easy. Really, in a way it's blackmail on Simeria-san's part but given the alternatives especially considering the fondness that developed between them in their conversation it was okay.
He nodded. "Yes, and I too shall be making my way to my next period class." he said as he got up and used some sanitizer on his hands, it was a point of emphasis for him to keep up his outer image of an intellectual as he extended his hand to Simeria-san, smiling. He never would've thought he made a friend.
"You're the first person I told my Dark Side too, I'm glad you accepted it. And I promise I'll always keep my word, no one will bother you again."
He nodded. "Yes, and I too shall be making my way to my next period class." he said as he got up and used some sanitizer on his hands, it was a point of emphasis for him to keep up his outer image of an intellectual as he extended his hand to Simeria-san, smiling. He never would've thought he made a friend.
"You're the first person I told my Dark Side too, I'm glad you accepted it. And I promise I'll always keep my word, no one will bother you again."
He was shocked at the turn of developments with Simeria-san, why did she know that? Didn't she only hear that he called him a slave? As he stared at her glare, it was the kind of glare that said "I won't forgive you if you lie" He sighed and wondered what he got himself into as he continued to drink the soda, thinking over his options.
He could try to lure her out into the open at a private location and kill her, but that'd prompt an investigation especially if she's an innocent person and not a Diary Holder. Besides, he's grown a little bit fond of Simeria, whether he'd want to admit it or not.
"It's true, I kicked him on his crotch. I also stabbed his arm with his own pencil." He whispered to Simeria, "I was so angry that I couldn't take it anymore and I had to make him suffer, to make him feel the agony others feel when pushed to the brink."
He could try to lure her out into the open at a private location and kill her, but that'd prompt an investigation especially if she's an innocent person and not a Diary Holder. Besides, he's grown a little bit fond of Simeria, whether he'd want to admit it or not.
"It's true, I kicked him on his crotch. I also stabbed his arm with his own pencil." He whispered to Simeria, "I was so angry that I couldn't take it anymore and I had to make him suffer, to make him feel the agony others feel when pushed to the brink."
He sighed in relief, it sounds like Simeria hadn't heard the violent aspects of his attack. He smiled, if he simply admits to this it'll cure her of her curiosity. He nodded and took a sip of soda that he brought.
"Seeing as you hated that I cared for reputation, you might find it arrogant but to be honest I did call my classmate a slave. He attacked me, and I consequently put him in his place that's all." He closed his eyes, remaining perfectly calm again once he felt like he was in control of the situation.
"Seeing as you hated that I cared for reputation, you might find it arrogant but to be honest I did call my classmate a slave. He attacked me, and I consequently put him in his place that's all." He closed his eyes, remaining perfectly calm again once he felt like he was in control of the situation.
Katsuro's eyes widened a bit with concern, rumors are merely just rumors and with most other students it'd be no problem. But Simeria was different, she was much smarter, much more analytical. If she found out the truth, or that he was lying...it'd be real bad if she reported it to the principal and other teachers. Suspension without doubt, perhaps even being expelled.
Twidling his thumbs, he realized he was already making a mistake with his nervousness but he couldn't take it back now. "What have you heard?" He asked trying to keep his voice calm.
Twidling his thumbs, he realized he was already making a mistake with his nervousness but he couldn't take it back now. "What have you heard?" He asked trying to keep his voice calm.
"It's not a better way to live, if one wants to express himself. If one wants to feel all of the pride and the joy of his accomplishment. He should strive to be as high as he can be. You're right, I'm not normal. It's because I'm not normal that I can become stronger." He replied back as he eventually finished his bento and he tossed it aside, aiming for the trash can and it successfully landed in the trash can.
"I'm glad you haven't heard of those false rumors" Katsuro smiled happily "It'd be yet another bad stain on my reputation with the rest of the students."
"I'm glad you haven't heard of those false rumors" Katsuro smiled happily "It'd be yet another bad stain on my reputation with the rest of the students."
As Simeria winked at Kaneko, he blushed feverishly, something he didn't expect as he pouted at just how easily she was able to discern him. "T-Then, I'll be talking to myself then." He looked to the side as he admitted to himself "I do tend to stay to myself often, because of how I was bullied in the past. And I guess I feel a need to be superior, that's why I study hard. To be able to point to my grades and my prestige and then rub it in their faces if not silently then directly feels good.
"I'm sort of afraid to open up I guess, because I want to only open up to those who understand who I am as a person." He took out the Black Rose again and he hugged it to his cheeks. "Darkness has always understood me, from the beginning it comforted me when the Light wouldn't. It protected me." "And it has given me the strength to perserve and live."
"I'm sort of afraid to open up I guess, because I want to only open up to those who understand who I am as a person." He took out the Black Rose again and he hugged it to his cheeks. "Darkness has always understood me, from the beginning it comforted me when the Light wouldn't. It protected me." "And it has given me the strength to perserve and live."
As he listened to her, it was quite impressionable that she would hear him out like this and not ridicule him and call him childish. That's why he felt like he could truly be True with her and he never thought that something like that would or could happen with his rival.
He smiled and nodded. "Call it a childish if you wish, but I do look at this like a competition. Look, at all those stares you get." He observed everyone looking at the two of them. "You get those stares because of your perfection Simeria-san. On the other hand, I get grades that are just as good. I stay out of trouble, and people resent me, they hate me. I'm the kind of student they despise."
"They don't even bother to get to know me, that's why I also despise them." He clenched his chopsticks in anger, his eyes once again returning to that psychotic Gothic-trance for a moment before returning to normal. "Oh, sorry about that I lost myself in my feelings." He ate a piece of meat that was in the bento now, he always preferred to eat everything a little bit at a time.
He smiled and nodded. "Call it a childish if you wish, but I do look at this like a competition. Look, at all those stares you get." He observed everyone looking at the two of them. "You get those stares because of your perfection Simeria-san. On the other hand, I get grades that are just as good. I stay out of trouble, and people resent me, they hate me. I'm the kind of student they despise."
"They don't even bother to get to know me, that's why I also despise them." He clenched his chopsticks in anger, his eyes once again returning to that psychotic Gothic-trance for a moment before returning to normal. "Oh, sorry about that I lost myself in my feelings." He ate a piece of meat that was in the bento now, he always preferred to eat everything a little bit at a time.
As he heard her speak, there was something about her that made him, the reserved psychopathic Gothic want to open up just a little bit. Perhaps it was her eloquence and her mannerism. He opened up his bento from the school and he understood why she'd rather bring her own food. Looking at her made him admire and envy her all the more.
He took the chopsticks and applied light pressure to them. Eating some rice before drinking some milk. He wiped his face and looked at her. "You're the top Elite in this school and your scores always surpass mine no matter how hard I try. I can't help but admire you, envy you and admitfully feel a little bit frustrated." It came to his attention that she was naturally beautiful too, but this was a side note to him for he could only look at her as his rival.
He took the chopsticks and applied light pressure to them. Eating some rice before drinking some milk. He wiped his face and looked at her. "You're the top Elite in this school and your scores always surpass mine no matter how hard I try. I can't help but admire you, envy you and admitfully feel a little bit frustrated." It came to his attention that she was naturally beautiful too, but this was a side note to him for he could only look at her as his rival.
Katsuro Kaneko looked up at his idol, yet his rival. Feelings of admiration, hatred and yet even curiosity arose at the idea of them sitting together. He was in Class 3-C, so he never really got time with her or anything. He just looked at the test scores of the school and always....always she would be on the top and he'd be #2. Even though he'd spend countless hours studying, even though he had a technological advantage over most other students....
He smiled at her, it was a relatively warm smile all things considered and he nodded. "Feel free to sit here Simeria-san. You're the idol of our school, so everyone including me is quite interested." Simeria could tell through the tone of his voice that his words were political by nature and that he was far from the others in their attraction. It was mere competition.
He smiled at her, it was a relatively warm smile all things considered and he nodded. "Feel free to sit here Simeria-san. You're the idol of our school, so everyone including me is quite interested." Simeria could tell through the tone of his voice that his words were political by nature and that he was far from the others in their attraction. It was mere competition.
Katsuro looked on in a disinterested gaze as all of the students began to sit down, he was unpopular with them from the start. As a self-proclaimed genius, he made it a point to get all of the best grades in class and degrade and humiliate anyone who dared to stand in his way. But there was only one person who couldn't be degraded before him: Simeria Ceceilia, often times she would either come out ahead or second on the test scores and assignments. It kind of felt like a Madara thing from Naruto, he admires her and envies her talents but she's also the woman he hates the most. His eyes glared in anger, just thinking about her as he looked at his diary for some type of edge and instead he happens to read something to worsen his mood....
'8:10, an idiot has the nerve to throw something at me. How dare any student think of himself as higher than me!? I'll teach him personally!'
And it was so, a male student muttered under his breath but loud enough for those sitting close to him to hear "You're not as smart or as well off as you think you are, you arrogant jerk!" And he threw the hard spitball paper but since Katsuro knew it was coming, he reached his hand out, grabbed it and then he turned his head around to stare the student in the eyes.
At this point, Katsuro's eyes and attitude changed into the psychotic gothic mode as his eyes were in a trance state as he crushed the ball until it shrunk in size and then he let the ball go, stepping on it violently as he walked towards the student and continued to stare at him violently. The stares were freaking out the student as he utters. "W-What do you want, you freak!?"
His eyes widened even further at his calling him out of name and he grabbed the collar of his shirt violently and thrust him hard against the wall. "Say anything more...and you'll end up like that paper on the floor, got it?"
"As a result of your insolence, from now on you're my slave. You'll obey everything I say or I'll make your life a living hell."
"I'm not scared of you, Katsuro Kaneko! The teachers might think you're some kind of teacher's pet but we all know the truth about you...That you don't acknowledge anybody...." At this point, Katsuro noticed the pencil on the student's desk and he took the pencil and pushed it hard into the student's skin, making him scream and bleed.
"I acknowledge you least of all...You're merely my slave now, slaves don't...talk back!" At the words 'talk back', Katsuro let his new toy drop to the floor and calculating the moment he would fall to the floor pelvis first, he kicked his testicles hard making him scream even more and kneel over.
Katsuro's dark side, having been perfectly satisfied disappeared. His eyes returned to normal and as the teacher walked in the room, she asked. "What happened with Izaki-kun?" "He just fell, I happened to pick him up right?"
The words were put in such a way that they echoed to the entire class but especially to Izaki as he whispered "H-Hai....."
1/30/2012-School, Lunchtime.
As he walked to the line as the line progressed, he started hearing rumors or what in reality was the truth about what happened. With a few exaggerations here or there, he sighed and chuckled to himself in his mind. "It's funny how people try to dramatize a story to make it better then it is." He uttered to himself and a different male student also laughed and approached him. "Right? I can't believe someone as honorable as you would do something like that."
"It goes without saying" His psychopathic-lying impressed even him as he eventually got his lunch and sat alone in a corner near the windows where the sun embraced him.
'8:10, an idiot has the nerve to throw something at me. How dare any student think of himself as higher than me!? I'll teach him personally!'
And it was so, a male student muttered under his breath but loud enough for those sitting close to him to hear "You're not as smart or as well off as you think you are, you arrogant jerk!" And he threw the hard spitball paper but since Katsuro knew it was coming, he reached his hand out, grabbed it and then he turned his head around to stare the student in the eyes.
At this point, Katsuro's eyes and attitude changed into the psychotic gothic mode as his eyes were in a trance state as he crushed the ball until it shrunk in size and then he let the ball go, stepping on it violently as he walked towards the student and continued to stare at him violently. The stares were freaking out the student as he utters. "W-What do you want, you freak!?"
His eyes widened even further at his calling him out of name and he grabbed the collar of his shirt violently and thrust him hard against the wall. "Say anything more...and you'll end up like that paper on the floor, got it?"
"As a result of your insolence, from now on you're my slave. You'll obey everything I say or I'll make your life a living hell."
"I'm not scared of you, Katsuro Kaneko! The teachers might think you're some kind of teacher's pet but we all know the truth about you...That you don't acknowledge anybody...." At this point, Katsuro noticed the pencil on the student's desk and he took the pencil and pushed it hard into the student's skin, making him scream and bleed.
"I acknowledge you least of all...You're merely my slave now, slaves don't...talk back!" At the words 'talk back', Katsuro let his new toy drop to the floor and calculating the moment he would fall to the floor pelvis first, he kicked his testicles hard making him scream even more and kneel over.
Katsuro's dark side, having been perfectly satisfied disappeared. His eyes returned to normal and as the teacher walked in the room, she asked. "What happened with Izaki-kun?" "He just fell, I happened to pick him up right?"
The words were put in such a way that they echoed to the entire class but especially to Izaki as he whispered "H-Hai....."
1/30/2012-School, Lunchtime.
As he walked to the line as the line progressed, he started hearing rumors or what in reality was the truth about what happened. With a few exaggerations here or there, he sighed and chuckled to himself in his mind. "It's funny how people try to dramatize a story to make it better then it is." He uttered to himself and a different male student also laughed and approached him. "Right? I can't believe someone as honorable as you would do something like that."
"It goes without saying" His psychopathic-lying impressed even him as he eventually got his lunch and sat alone in a corner near the windows where the sun embraced him.
I believe it'd be in the best interest of all parties to close the thread, as now it is the time for these two to work to heal their marriage, their relationship and their love life. While, as friends we can certainly help out but we can only give that help when they ask for it.
Desi-chan, you have nothing to apologize for and perhaps it was for the best that this came out into the open in a community of friends where you both see that you have people rooting for you, pulling for you and genuinely wishing for your happiness. That, and now you can truly say that neither of you has anything to hide from the other. Now that you both know where you both stand, you can begin the work to repair the marriage.
Desi-chan, you have nothing to apologize for and perhaps it was for the best that this came out into the open in a community of friends where you both see that you have people rooting for you, pulling for you and genuinely wishing for your happiness. That, and now you can truly say that neither of you has anything to hide from the other. Now that you both know where you both stand, you can begin the work to repair the marriage.
