So, what should I do now?

And where are you? If you're in Indo, especially in Java, I might be able to help.

Unfortunately; Bangladesh.

Hm... pretty difficult. And what about the neighborhood around? Typical who-cares residents or not? Also, how is the influence of Islam in your area?

Typical people who either doesn't care of gossips about other peoples' misfortune for fun.

Islam is the most influencial religion on this country, so you may take a guess as to how influential it really is.

How old is your mother? Does she go through a lot of stress?

Try clearing your thoughts by writing it on some diary-form in a secluded place that nobody will found out, then decide what you should do next after writing down all your feelings. It might becomes clearer now, works for me whenever I'm in trouble tho =)

Getting beat up by your mom is not a good sign.

It never is. Duh.

Exactly.

Any idea if there are counseling services implemented by the local government units in your area? See any possibilities of you being able to talk to them? Does this occur alot?

Here is 1 free hug
You should look for a way to move away from your mother, but you also need to tell your mother how you feel regarding how she treats you. Don't hate your mother since she is your mother, but you should not let this incident pass and you need to take action(nothing physical) if you want things to change.

Thank you.

Some people knows that I call her "ex-mom" because I've decided to not accept her - or the others for that matter - as family. Because - face it, I can't. No one can. Not with her, both she and I know that we don't like each other and that I don't like how she treats me.

Today she yelled at me, countless times. Sneaky actually heard it since I was in a call with him... "Man she's loud" was the only thing he could say about that, lol. Believe it or not; she thinks that she's not yelling when she's like this, it's "normal" for her.

But I guess that's beside the point... so nevermind me.

The best option now is to really just try to get out of their. Like others said, find a job. You can also try talking to her about this incident.

doesnt matter had sex.......anyway go be homeless or whore yourself off for drugs wich you then sell for cash

Is all I can say, I've run out of ideas after reading all the posts.

Wishing you luck.

Talk to her about it, tell her that her methods are a failure and that she has no idea the pain she is causing to others and to you ....

Tell her she is a failure in general and move out ...

Maybe then she will wake up and admit her mistakes .....

Ask her an honest question..
Does she really love you?

Well that sounds like my dad.

I offer the kill them all solution. They don't deserve to touch you, so make sure they never have the chance to ever again. If not that, then at least have the mentality to take that step. Because I sure as fuck know that they know I'm willing to go to drastic measures now.

No matter what it is, parents aren't allowed to abuse you in anyway.
Well, we're talking both in common sense and another sense that you know what I am talking about.

you a lil too old to still be gettin ya ass beat, but I'd say that you should try to be in the house less often, hang out with friends til late at night, and try to find a job. Also when your in her presence just kiss her ass or try to find a way for you both to enjoy your time spent together, she should soften up.