Gravity cat Posts
KingRat wrote...
Right now, my reason for living is pleasure. Not just sexual pleasure, all kinds. Work is just a means.This. Some things feel good in life and some things feel bad. Things that feel good sure feel good. Feeling good never gets tiring and until I get tired of feeling good, I want to keep living. Hope that made sense.
Well that sucks for you. I am sorry to hear that. Now I will answer your question.
I went to a boarding school for my high school, and my roommate during my sophomore year was a pessimistic guy that had a depression. One night when we were both in bed trying to go to sleep, he said this to me: "Life really sucks. Think about it, we work so hard everyday the moment we are born. We are mostly surrounded by hardships, not happiness. Do you honestly think the small, momentary joy that we get after years of blood, sweat, and tears is worth it? I don't think so, and if I had the choice I would rather not have been born in this shit hole." After he graduated high school, he got accepted into Columbia University. I still keep in touch with him, and I can tell you that he is still unhappy and doesn't think going to Columbia University after years of hard work is worth it.
Now, why I am telling you this? Basically, my past roommate is saying that small happiness does not outweigh big sadness. However, I think the opposite. If I had a choice to place my trust on something that had 1% chance of getting placed correctly and 99% chance of getting misplaced, I would place my trust there over and over again. Sounds pretty stupid, but for me personally if a single person backs me up or returns the trust that I have given them, it's worth getting back stabbed by 99 others. In other words, if I were in your shoes I would have been pissed off and angry, but I would probably do it again in the future. Maybe next time, someone will back me up. If it doesn't happen next time, try it again after that and keep trying until that one good guy comes out. Life really does suck most of the time, but on a rare occasion when you are lucky, it's good.
I went to a boarding school for my high school, and my roommate during my sophomore year was a pessimistic guy that had a depression. One night when we were both in bed trying to go to sleep, he said this to me: "Life really sucks. Think about it, we work so hard everyday the moment we are born. We are mostly surrounded by hardships, not happiness. Do you honestly think the small, momentary joy that we get after years of blood, sweat, and tears is worth it? I don't think so, and if I had the choice I would rather not have been born in this shit hole." After he graduated high school, he got accepted into Columbia University. I still keep in touch with him, and I can tell you that he is still unhappy and doesn't think going to Columbia University after years of hard work is worth it.
Now, why I am telling you this? Basically, my past roommate is saying that small happiness does not outweigh big sadness. However, I think the opposite. If I had a choice to place my trust on something that had 1% chance of getting placed correctly and 99% chance of getting misplaced, I would place my trust there over and over again. Sounds pretty stupid, but for me personally if a single person backs me up or returns the trust that I have given them, it's worth getting back stabbed by 99 others. In other words, if I were in your shoes I would have been pissed off and angry, but I would probably do it again in the future. Maybe next time, someone will back me up. If it doesn't happen next time, try it again after that and keep trying until that one good guy comes out. Life really does suck most of the time, but on a rare occasion when you are lucky, it's good.
xhimitsu wrote...
Aai wrote...
I only play OsuMania! my username on there is "Le Aai" so if you want to add me and feel like playing some mania send me a message on there whenever im on! which is quite often.I'm not even sure what OsuMania is? Can you perhaps explain?
When you enter the Osu! client, you will see a "Mode" button on the bottom left corner right next to "Back" button. There are other Osu! modes besides the traditional one that most of us play. Osu! (traditional), OsuMania! (Piano kind of), Taiko (Rhythm drum), and Catch the Beat (You catch fruits falling from the sky).
OsuMania! looks like this.
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Aai wrote...
I only play OsuMania! my username on there is "Le Aai" so if you want to add me and feel like playing some mania send me a message on there whenever im on! which is quite often.I tried many times in the past to get better at OsuMania! but never succeeded. Is practice really the only way or do you have small tips for beginners?
Hentanize wrote...
I believe there's an osu thread out there. Not anymore.Well here's my osu user page, I don't play as much as I map nowadays.
I really wanna learn how to map too, but I am too lazy lol
Hi there, welcome to the forum. Don't worry, there are a lot of people here that are silent readers or lurkers for a long time until they actually become active, myself included. Please make yourself at home and enjoy your stay.
Any Osu! players here? For those who don't know, it's a PC rhythm game. Doesn't require a beast PC, can play by yourself, with friends, and for me it's a really casual stress reliever.
Website: http://osu.ppy.sh/
Game Plays:
You can add me: CaffeLatte
Website: http://osu.ppy.sh/
Game Plays:
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You can add me: CaffeLatte
So happy but sad at the same time. I used to be top 10 in the PvP ladder when I played this game in the US, but now I live in Korea. I can play KDnF, but I got no friends there and it's a pain starting from scratch so I want to play the Global Version. However, the connection was not good when I played it in Alpha :(
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The spot for #1 KR Server Soloq ladder is insane right now... No legendary soap opera from Apdo like last year, but the 3 way battle between Faker, Nagne, and Deft is intense.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cryonics
I think a lot of people have a general idea of what a cryonics is. It comes out in sci-fi movie often, where people are frozen, put into slumber, and are awaken many years later in the future.
There is a hospital right downstairs of my apartment, and apparently they are now adding cryonics to their service. I don't know the full details, since I have not talked to any of the experts there regarding cryonics myself, but it seems that they can now successfully and safely "freeze" (not really according to Wiki) people without damaging or killing them. To elaborate, they cannot "un-freeze" the patients or people that are "frozen." However, because they can "freeze" them without harming them, maybe many years later in the future the technology will be advanced enough to "un-freeze" the patients. In which case, the cryonics that we see in sci-fi movies will become a reality. I just found it really cool, and who knows maybe I will sign up for one of those later :P
I think a lot of people have a general idea of what a cryonics is. It comes out in sci-fi movie often, where people are frozen, put into slumber, and are awaken many years later in the future.
There is a hospital right downstairs of my apartment, and apparently they are now adding cryonics to their service. I don't know the full details, since I have not talked to any of the experts there regarding cryonics myself, but it seems that they can now successfully and safely "freeze" (not really according to Wiki) people without damaging or killing them. To elaborate, they cannot "un-freeze" the patients or people that are "frozen." However, because they can "freeze" them without harming them, maybe many years later in the future the technology will be advanced enough to "un-freeze" the patients. In which case, the cryonics that we see in sci-fi movies will become a reality. I just found it really cool, and who knows maybe I will sign up for one of those later :P
Lying probably. I have always lied more than telling the truth since I was a baby, and I still do. Of course, this isn't just one event, but lying is still a despicable act that I am never proud of whenever I do.