mibuchiha Posts

Me too. But it's 2am.

Happens a lot to me as well. Worry not.

Well enough to be posting about it, for sure.

How fares thee?

Taking a break from work, messing around, looping Viena, making bad puns, usual life mostly.

Yes, 'presia' has strictly the meaning of first 'please'. The second one has a different one for it in hymmnos.

Which I didn't care for. As long as I can remember important sentences, that's all good.

There is. "Let me please you," said the woman as she gently caressed his thick, long penis.

See?

It means "please". Presia, firle anw harton means please, (always) remember those feelings.

Strictly that kind of please. Not the other one.

"Was yea erra chs ieeya en sol anw yeal."

Presia firle anw harton.

Presia...

I doubt I care much about being happy. If that is my goal, I'll just stop trying and start deluding myself everything is fine as-is, that life is good and I should cherish the things I already have.

Trying to achieve is almost like asking to be unhappy.

...all this suffocation is starting to make me think this is true in my case. And this isn't even a fraction of how tough it can be yet.



I am indeed depressed. Very.

So, I have finished Norwegian Wood. Now, since I can't sleep after suffering a terrible hangover that I somehow cured by reading a food porn blog (I thought hunger intensifies hangover? What the fuck, body???) I'll write my thoughts about it.

Starting with the conclusions, it was a very good read. Thank you for the recommendation. I found it to be rather disgusting, but in the sense that it was worth the time to continue reading. I wouldn't call it stellar as I did BNW or 1984, as NW contain a very limited amount of beauty those two contained, particularly BNW in which it was the central point of, but it was without a doubt a good read. However, it was a little too explicit for my tastes. Although it was understandable given the kind of story it was, I still found it a little bit repulsive.

I'll go through each character one by one to better illuminate what I thought about the story.

Toru: No point talking about him, since he is the POV from which I evaluate others. I do find many of his decisions questionable, but probably not in the same sense as others do. Hopefully this will be better illustrated when I talk about others.

Kizuki: Seems like a chill dude, but he is largely unexplored. His suicide seems a little sudden, but I don't share the same sense of loss that Toru and Naoko have, so it is difficult to say what's the big deal with his death. Maybe if I understand why he does it... alas, he is unexplored.

Naoko: What. The. Flying. Fuck. That. Is. Lovable. About. This. Bitch. I. Have. Absolutely. No. Idea. Actually, I doubt I want to understand. She seems to be a pile of unstable mess beyond any kind of repair, as she proves herself to be near the end. Okay, so she has some sort of inferiority complex. And then Kizuki killed himself, making the pain worse since in both cases they're sudden and she has no idea why they happen. Uh... huh. Again, I have no idea what's the big deal. Sure, losing someone you love sucks, I'm not saying it doesn't. But to the point she can't fucking write a damn letter to someone else who is unrelated (no matter what you say, Toru is NOT Kizuki or the sister) to these events, I don't understand. It's not like Toru caused their deaths. He suffered too. I don't know, maybe I just have little tolerance for moaning bitches, as much as I hate myself when I moan about my own misfortunes. Why the fuck did Toru or anyone else have anything resembling positive emotions to this female again?

Reiko: Overall a cool person, I guess she's Naoko that has come to terms with her messed-up-ness. This makes her a lot more tolerable... but had she been younger, I bet I'll hate her just as much as Naoko. Actually even more so, since although the problem with her childhood was understandable, I think she's making too big a deal about that teenage slut. And since that was her breaking point... respect -1000.

Midori: A little too promiscuous for my taste, but otherwise a meh girl. Nothing much to say.

Nagasawa: "Don't feel sorry for yourself. Only arseholes do that." The only element of beauty in the novel, except for very rare good Toru moments.

Now, to those saying that my work was quite similar to NW... assuming you meant Tarou was similar to Toru... I strongly disagree. It was very different, at least to me, the idiot author. Tarou had no choice to make, and he had to deal with in Aiko. What he had to deal with was something entirely inside... his methods, the results of his exploration, things like that. It is more internal, the way I see it. In fact, I would argue Tarou is most similar to Nagasawa, perhaps in his formative days (we saw Nagasawa in what I say 'completed', or at least 'close-to-completion' state). Having wrote this, I imagine Nagasawa must have felt something similar to Tarou when he was beginning to reel in the numbers.

Overall, it was an excellent read. Thanks again to everyone who recommended this to me.

Oh, and yes, I have no idea what is that ending.

Don't know that software, but this might help.

http://forums.codeblocks.org/index.php?topic=17442.0

I dunno how that relates to parenting but anyway, I was lucky. The sex was nice though, I'll miss it sometime.

Well, I was lucky it didn't happen. Far too young to be parenting.

What. It's not as good as people make it out to be.

Don't get me wrong, it does feel good. But not to the point one should be embarrassed to be a virgin or whatnot.

Sex. Got a little carried away so I went to a stage I was worried if I got someone pregnant.

Result out: I got away lucky.

Man, this is a dangerous game and I should stop or find a way to make it safer. Sure, I like risks, but this is not the kind of risk worth taking.

I agree with you, but to quote those at Smogon/PO... Talonflame ain't no counter because it can't switch in. Almost anything Blaziken has can hurt it badly due to its laughable bulk so it doesn't qualify as a counter, as those people define it.

Though I agree that it is a very solid check.

No. Speed Boost makes scarf useless after a turn and Blaziken has so many toys to maul Chandelure.

Not that I want it banned. I like borkin mons.

My opinion on the Lucario ban: rofl smogon, rofl PO.

Minor bump in celebration of a certain event.

And a prayer for luck and blessings for something else.