The Jesus Posts

I couldn't have added you, I don't add anyone.

Reproduction is enough. We really don't need two of anyone running around because, god knows, one is one more than necessary in a lot of cases.

I love the world, as far as its natural existence goes. Regarding the world as it applies to humans, I can't say that I hate it because its still the world, but I'm just sickened by what humans have made of it. Earth is where the fuck its at. Whatever the hell "it" is, its there. Earth provides us with what we need to live, how much better can it get? There's nothing better than laying in the grass and watching the sun set. I'd say nature is the one thing that keeps me from flipping out and killing anybody I see. The fact that mankind and the society that we've established thrives at the planet's expense is one of the reasons why I have such a deep hatred for what I am. Humans are a plague and we're slowly consuming all that is pure and beautiful about the world we infest. One of the most beautiful things is when nature "gets back at man" by creating a huge fucking disaster whether its a storm, mudslide, earthquake, or whatever that kills a shit load of people or causes them some tragedy simply because they were in the way.

I personally have a nun fetish, well any type of woman who is religiously/spiritually off limits. I don't really know if it has a corruption of innocence type motivation behind it, I've just always thought it would be pretty hot to fuck a nun, or a miko, whatever.

In public, people, no matter how staunch they are, are heavily influenced by the way others will perceive the quality of their character. Its not necessarily a matter of how you will be seen, but how you'll survive. Like you said, you got your ass kicked for saying that. However, it doesn't mean its wrong and it doesn't take away from the possibility that anyone, including the people who kicked your ass, could have been in agreement with you and just said nothing. Its natural for humans to say something favorable despite whether they believe it or not. For anyone, self-sufficiency aside, its hard to imagine being able to survive in a society that not only shuns you, but hates you to the point where they'll beat the hell out of you for what you believe.

In regards to the topic of the conversation, I have to disagree with you. I don't just think that killing is normal for humans, it is. Morally, ethically, and blah blah blah, it may seem as if there is something wrong with killing, but that's just bullshit. Living life is about just that, living. Its not about someone else living their lives, its not about how much good you do, and its not about who goes to heaven or hell at the end of the day. Human instinct is to survive. That means that if their well-being is being hindered by another person, that person better step aside or expect the worst. My biggest qualm with religion is not that it restricts mankind's freedom to think for themself, but because in emphasizing the value of human life it is actually sending the opposite message, that life isn't sacred. Saying don't kill because its bad or "turn the other cheek" is tantamount to saying jeopardize your own well-being for the sake of morality. Morality is subjective. There is a branch of philosophy devoted to morals and ethics and after all the time and effort poured into it, we still can't come to a definitive answer as to what is "morally right." If I'm put in a situation where I have to choose between my own life and another's and I see no other choice, I'll have blood on my hands because I want to survive and as far as I can tell its not as if that person wouldn't do the same in my situation.

In your scenario there is more to it than just "will you kill the person or let yourself be killed?" Instead of being happy that you got out of it alive or mourn the fact that you had to kill another, you need to be deciding what to do with the person who put you in this situation. There's no telling whether they're not going to kill you anyway. So what would you do there? Would you wait and see or would you do what you had to do to ensure your survival. You're right back in the kill or be killed situation, only now its not so much a moral issue as it is a matter of uncertainty. This person is depraved and by way of your actions already has blood on their hands. Do you need a second to think whether they should live or die? You may not have a second, you might be dead before you can even collect yourself.

I'm not too sure about myself at the moment, but how about you? Would onee-chan like a spanking?

Old people need some action too.

I just skimmed over your post at first and I was confused because you said cocaine. I had to reread it because, even though cocaine would probably help you fuck longer, you might also wind up with a heart attack or cleaning windows.

I just caught that, nice.

I think its obvious by now that I'd pick Kira. If I had to choose between L and Light, I would pick L. Light may have created Kira, but he was too human. If you want to be a God, you should act as one. He was too arrogant and drew unnecessary attention to his actions. Its kind of hard to hide that type of mass murder, but certain things like giving in to L's provocations and so readily using his connections to the Japanese police were far too reckless.

I like to think that the "druggie" aspect only added to my perspective. Its always been my personal philosophy that regardless of your state of mind, you can always find something worth considering.

A while ago my friend was having trouble and I told her that the walls that block your path are mirrors. In times of crisis you tend to reflect upon yourself and what is behind you. However, when you gather the courage to break through, the mirror shatters and each shard reflects the world from a different angle allowing you to interpret things in new ways. Its kind of out of context in that sense, but you can apply the mirror concept to perception. Perception acts as a mirror. Initially, you can only reflect upon yourself and your past experiences to form your conception of reality and the way things are. When you manage to shatter that mirror, you're able to see things from angles beyond self-reflection. Whether you use drugs or beat yourself in the head repeatedly with a hammer, in an altered mind state you see things are presented to you in a new light.

Simply stated, the idea of God as some sort of entity, whether it gives a shit about us or not, is short-sighted, egotistical, and naive. I'm not saying we should stop looking for it or stop believing. For some, faith is the only thing that can help them survive in this bullshit world we live in. All I'm saying is that if you're going to search for God, be somewhat realistic about it. The concept of the existence of some entity that created existence is self-contradictory, being that it would have had to create itself from nothingness.

God is what you make it out to be. It can be something that always listens when you pray, but only has a 50% chance of actually answering. It could be the Flying Spaghetti Monster. It could be the whole of the consciousness of all living things. It could even be you.

Religion is what it is because humans need structure so they don't start killing each other all willy-nilly. Religion is a structured set of beliefs that tells you what you need to know so you don't have to worry about the unknown. I don't condemn religion, well all that much, only because it manages to keep people in line with a higher success rate than the majority of the world's governments. If people have qualms about the beliefs of a religion, they say fuck it and part ways. If people have qualms with their government, they start gathering together people of similar beliefs and when they have enough people, they rebel. Internal conflicts within a religion create new religions. In a worst case scenario, a religious war may start, but that's not all that bad because in those cases, its zealots and crazy mother fuckers picking each other off. In the case of government related rebellion, otherwise rational people get roped in and it tends to throw entire nations into complete chaos.

Another positive quality about religion is that there are some that, in no way, condone killing others. Now that kind of goes against my beliefs because, personally, I think its acceptable to kill people when the situation calls for it, but in most nature based religions, they don't so much preach respect and civility, as they do encourage it.

As for the negative aspects of religion, there are far to many to name, but one of the most significant flaws is the rigidity of their beliefs. Most religions stand on a foundation that, while maintaining a seemingly strong structure, if one thing goes wrong, everything will collapse. There is no flexibility in the beliefs of religions. There's no, "Well there is the possibility that we could be wrong." Instead its, "We're right, everything else is wrong, and if someone gives a logical alternative either they are or are influenced by [insert evil deity here].

My personal opinion is that "God" isn't something that anyone can be aware of. It is a force beyond subjective consciousness and the workings of the world are not necessarily controlled by it, but a result of its existence because it is the subtle energy that composes the whole of existence itself. "God" per se, is not necessarily something that controls what is, rather it is what is as a whole. The only reason we can call it or any part of it "God" is because we have a tendency to feel as if there has to be something more, something in control at all times, that guides us.

Everyone who believes in God says that they revere him/her/it/them or whatever above all else, but that isn't true. Its a harsh reality, but anyone who believes in something with undying faith subjects their God to a standard that it cannot uphold and that is completely disrespectful. An omnipotent, omniscient, all powerful being hears, sees, and knows everything that everyone wants and does all it can to guide the world to function so that it doesn't fall apart. Who are you to ask it for anything. Maybe you feel you really need something. Perhaps you're dying and, naturally, you want to live. So, you pray to God to let you live. If God's plan is absolute, there's no point in praying for your survival because you are not special. You are a tiny, expendable, replaceable part in the machine that is your God's great work. Your God letting you die doesn't mean that it has abandoned you or that it doesn't care, its just that it has so much to take care of that paying special attention to you could destroy everything that it has put all of its effort into to create and maintain for the duration of existence. This is where the concepts of the afterlife and/or reincarnation come in. You can't have a book without a definitive ending, unless there's a sequel. Everyone who has ever felt that their faith has been cast aside or ignored by God needs some sort of closure in death. So in death, there is a divine justice system that either rewards you for your faith, condemns you for your transgressions, or in some cases, sends you back to start life as something new in order to continue your spiritual evolution.

Fuck plastic surgery. If you're not happy with your body, get a fucking psychiatrist. Its another unnecessary quick fix that, IMO, proves that some sort of compulsory sterilization policy should be put into place. The only time its acceptable is when someone is disfigured to the point where they literally can't function. Don't get me wrong I respect people's decision to choose whether they should "look good" or not, but paying out the ass to have a procedure done that could turn out horribly wrong is fucking stupid. How much of the money poured into plastic surgery every year do you think goes to paying malpractice insurance and/or settlements for the unfortunate people or the families of people whose surgery goes wrong? Plastic surgery for the sake of social acceptance is one of those things that proves humanity is shoulder deep in the shit hole. I'm not gonna go all preachy, but it does kind of put a little tear in the moral fabric of society.

I've only been to one family reunion in my life, there were a couple holidays when we were gathered together, but I don't consider them reunions. I hate my family, there's a few cool aunts and uncles, but the rest of them suck. A lot of them are rich assholes who enjoy their cushy little shallow lives while me, my mom, my brother, and my grandma have been pretty much struggling to get by since even before I was born. Well, that's just my mom's side. My dad's side is pretty cool, which is ironic because my dad is fucking stupid asshole. I only know a few of them. Some of them live in Florida and I think the rest live in Cuba or elsewhere that I don't know about.

That's fucking awesome.

From about 0:36-0:44 I was thinking "T" is for turtle.

One of the best fights is Kanu vs. Hakufu from Dragon Destiny when Kanu fights in Sousou's place.



...and Kanu vs. Chou-un from Great Guardians. I can't find a clip of that, but if you saw it you know it was the shit.

My friend got shot in the leg because of a fucked up heroin deal. It was a through and through, so it wasn't all that bad. The whole killing over heroin is blown way out of proportion. It really depends on the person. Dealers usually give you a beatdown or a nonlethal shot in order to get their message across. Whacked out heroin addicts are willing to do anything for some diesel, so you gotta be careful around them.

Here's a lot more. I have like 300+ in my collection.



If you see any duplicates, let me know.

Just because everyone loved it so much the first time, here's the Tokyo Drift one again...


I'm uploading about 30 more right now, so I'll post some more at some point.