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FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I learned that heaven and hell only exists in your state of mind.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
There's a saying that you learn something new everyday. Let's put that to the test. Post something that you learned during the day. It doesn't have to be factual knowledge, it could be informal knowledge you picked up at home or via the media. For instance, you find out a relative is getting married, or something of that nature.

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I learned of a legal marijuana substitute called K-2. I might try it out.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Zandorf wrote...
Well. Welcome back Final. :3
Hope you enjoyed your break?


Thanks for the wb, it was a pretty enlightening get away. I met some cool people at the hospital and I was able to do some soul searching. For now, I'm just gonna be a freelance writer (which is what I was doing to begin with, lol). There were people in the hospital that had it much worse than I did (I was the only one who came in due to internet addiction and skipping out on taking my meds.). My faith in humanity has been restored, so now I'm gonna play my part by just being myself.


Spoiler:
This may sound corny, but now I know how Archer felt whenever he saw Emiya. Not that I'd go as far as to try and kill my past self, but you get the idea.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Forum Image: http://www.jerismithready.com/jeri/assets/Image/totem/Swan.jpg
You are a Swan! (your score: 23)
23

Characters: Tereus, Kalia in the Aspect of Crow trilogy

Powers: Foretelling future through dreams, dream-walking

Swans are idealistic, open-minded, and passionate. Your good nature often leads people to think they can take advantage of you, but they should be careful—beneath that serenity lies a fighting spirit. Your love is fierce and unconditional, fueled by the certainty that it should last forever.

Best matches: Wolves, Horses, Otters

Watch out for: Cougars, Foxes, Hawks

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Unbelievable, it described me almost flawlessly.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I'm definitely getting a shirt this time around. I just hope I don't run into any gangs that think I'm a Blood. XD
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
cruz737 wrote...
You're tying to hard FinalBoss....


Trying too hard at what? O_o
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Darkhilt wrote...
telling us to do good without god


1) I'm not telling anyone to do anything

2) I'm not saying "do good without God", I'm saying people shouldn't be so hung up on organized religion. If you believe in God, then good job, go get yourself a cookie and a purpose (If you don't already have one.). If you don't believe in God, then good job, keep being yourself and obey the law until you die.

3) This activist movement isn't for anyone except myself. I want to suppress my urges to be alone. This is my fight and no one else. If you want to join, then great. If not, then there shouldn't be a problem. Its not like I'm going to do this for the rest of my life. I too will move on when it becomes a hindrance to my recovery and mental health. However, I don't see myself dropping the project anytime soon since being nice to people has always been therapeutic for me.

Conclusion:
Your reason for being offended is invalid. Come back when you gain some exp.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
AvatarEnd wrote...
So you manipulated 2A members and the staff to make your stay in the mental ward completely without purpose? Rather than get actual help for the obvious serious mental problem you have.

And since this is probably a weird mix of delusion, trolling, and reality here is the joke response.

Was the female police officer not to your liking? I mean, you had the perfect icebreaker. Showing women what the big boss looks like.


There's a method to my madness. In addition to being diagnosed with Schitzoaffective disorder, I also have an irrational fear of people in general (Social phobia). Singing naked on a bench and yelling at a police officer just proved to myself that I need to take my medication. I was giving myself shock therapy in order to treat my mental illness. I lack common sense (like I say time and time again) so the only way I can learn is by observation, practice and failure.

The police officer was pretty hot, but I'm not into American girls. Its all about Japanese women for me. Oh and I have a small penis, so I doubt she'd be infatuated with me.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Lelouch24 wrote...
Spoiler:
no offense, but all that space-age galaxie stuff made no sense at all; humans are way to delicate to live anywhere but earth.

in regards to religion, I don't think it's fair to make the statement "we don't need religion", a much more accurate statement would be "I don't need religion". I think a world of peace would mean that everyone would always follow the golden rule. It's almost impossible to accomplish this, but if we do, the result will be peace.


Once again, I agree with you. I think things won't be taken seriously until we all run out of natural resources. However, when I say "we", I'm not just talking about this generation of people (This generation come across as bitchy and lazy. I don't mean to stereotype though because I do the same shit.). I'm referring to humanity's future generation, the ones who will come after us. Those children will learn very quickly the difference between right and wrong. Whether its because they were raised up in an atheist or creationist household would no longer matter (search engines such as google will make sure of that).

If God is real, he didn't give us morals, but rather he gave us sensations and emotions. Those two things (along with memories) are what make us human. The goal for world peace may be unattainable or even pointless, but all great leaders try to get the majority to behave and think a certain way that is best for all of humanity (Well, not if you are referring to bat shit crazy cults like "Heaven's Gate" or "Jim Jones"). I don't expect this new "anonymous" group to change people's views right away, but everything important starts out with one little voice. That voice becomes stronger when more people follow that person's example. We can argue up and down about this, but I'd rather we just agree to disagree.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Lelouch24 wrote...
Spoiler:
I don't agree that religion is the barrier from obtaining world peace. There is a VERY small percentage of radicals who take religion too far (such as 9/11), but that does not mean religion itself is the issue. I've studied Francis Schaefer, and he actually believes the opposite. he says that without a universal standard for morals (which comes from religion), Society will become corrupt. This is most evident by examining the collapse of Rome:

Spoiler:
They tried to make a man (Caesar) an artificial standard for morals, but this brought about violence in dispute of who shall ascend to the throne. They tried to use artificial gods to control moral standards, but disagreements caused other gods to be created. ultimately, there was no universal standard for them to live by, so people began to fight for standards that benefited themselves. The Christians believed in a universal God, who was above any other authority. The roman government persecuted them because they believed in a universal truth above Caesar. Eventually, Rome collapsed due to violence and hatred among themselves. The only thing that survived was the christians, because they had a universal standard.


it's great that you want to obtain world peace, but it's really important that you examine history, and examine what the problem is. you seem to think religion is the problem, but I believe religion is the solution. I'm not suggesting that we force it upon people, but we can inspire our laws from it.

I myself am dangerously inspired by Code Geass, and I would like to create world peace. after countless hours thinking about it, I realized that the only way to obtain it is to control the media. If I'm able to do that, I truly believe that I can create world peace.


That's a strong argument and I agree with most of what you said. Its not the scriptures that are at fault, but rather the people that manipulate the messages to suit their own bias and greed. However, I'm not suggesting we get rid of religion, I just "believe" that we don't need it anymore. In civilized cities, we have laws that are based on morals written in the bible and other religious text from across the globe. Those laws do not include go to church. IMO, I believe that the entity that we call God doesn't want to be worshiped.

The only expectation God has is to be the best you can be (A better version of yourself). i say this because I think God gave me an answer to my question (Q: Are you lonely?) via a lucid dream. I predict that by the time 2012 comes to an end, it'll be the beginning of the space age. We'll all evolve into hetero-sapiens rather than homo-sapiens. Once we colonize most of the galaxy, humanity will realize that we really are alone in this universe.

We'll get homesick for our mother planet, so we'll start sending subliminal messages into the minds of the humans that are still alive on the dying planet. Those remaining humans will go back to their roots and live off of the land. They'll continue to search for God, while the humans who left earth will continue to evolve. Then the earth will get swallowed up by the sun. Trillions of years later, the universe will return to nothingness. Only one star will be left.

That star has consumed all of the matter and energy. Being unable to sustain all that pressure, the star releases the matter and energy at a speed faster than light. This cycle will continue for all of eternity. I'm agnostic and this is my belief.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I apologize if this is the wrong place to put this.

Main Point:
I'm a late bloomer who needs a social life in order to have balance.
Minor Point: I needed to take my meds
My Goal: World Peace
Solution:
Set good examples
Strategy: Form a club called Anonymous and do good deeds within the community (and hope that the trend will spread like a virus)
My belief: We don't need organized religion anymore, keeping it will only cause more harm than good (ex. 911). Atheists and Creationists need to set aside their differences and work together in order to solve major problems.

tl;dr
Spoiler:

Well, I did something really stupid two weeks ago. However, i don't regret doing it since I made my very first friend and rival. After my rant in IB, I called myself the anti-christ. I believed that managed to to fit all the pieces together in regards to people who are atheist & creationists. I tried to let the whole world know my theory (God = Universe), but my conscience told me to keep it to myself if I wanted to live a long, healthy life. On the other hand, since I stopped taking my meds for over two months, I went into hysteria.

I could not control my laughter, so the only thing I could think of was to strip naked in public and start singing on a bench. The police rolled up on me, and I cursed at a female police officer. She go intimidated (even though I was unarmed) and I ended up getting pepper sprayed. I told her "thank you" in addition to other things that questioned her bias towards blacks and her faith in God. I then mentioned that i was addicted to the internet. I forget how I went about the conversation, but I ended up in the psychiatric hospital.

At first, I thought I was in hell because everyone was too nice to me. Then I realized that I could play a little game called "reverse psychology". The place immediately went from hell on Earth to paradise. Before I could play the game, I needed a friend who could back me up. Thats when I found [insert name]. He was the first one who tried to talk to me, rather than admire me.

Everyone except for him left as soon as I wrote a subliminal message that said "abandon religion and just do the right thing". I made a friend & rival in less than 15 minutes. That's how easy it is to have a social life. I subconsciously chose [insert name] to be my guardian angel because he reminded me of my own little brother. In order to spread "love and peace we both decided to form our own branch of "Anonymous" that helps the homeless in our community. My desire to be alone will always be my test in life, but now that I have someone who understands me, I'm ready to take on the world one step at a time.


"Forever Bored"


Conclusion:
Even a loner gets lonely sometimes.

[Note: If you want in on the new Anonymous group, then just pm me, and I'll fill you in on the details.]
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
This is one of the projects I'm doing that are dedicated to Fakku! I plan on turning this story into a Visual Novel. It would be great if I could get some constructive criticism. If you pitch me an idea, then I will take it into consideration. Thanks in advance.

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Title: The Professional Boyfriend | Genre: Vanilla | Fetish: Anal, Blowjob, Bondage, Foreplay, Group, Harem, Oppai, Yuri... | Studio: None | Media type: VN | Endings: Normal, Good, Bad & True

Synopsis
Spoiler:

A young woman (We'll just call her FMC, which is short for female main character) is fed up with all the female students swooning over the most popular boy in high school (Whom will be referred to as MMC.). The MMC seems to have everything going for him (good looks, brains, athletic, social). However, none of this impresses the FMC. In fact, she kind of hates him. This attitude ends up alienating her from her peers. There is one thing that the two have in common: They're not interested in romantic relationships.

The FMC had a traumatic experience back in middle school, so ever since then she shut herself off from getting involved with boys. She has one true friend who shares her sentiments, but thats because she's an open lesbian (who is secretly in love with the FMC). The MMC has turned down every girl that confesses to him. This gave him the nickname "The untouchable prince". The two MCs' paths hardly ever cross, so no conflicts have started between the two.

They go about their business ignoring each other. That is until, the FMC spots the MMC walking with an unknown girl in town one day. This shocks her since she thought he wasn't interested in girls (She even had suspicions that he might be gay.). Out of curiosity, she follows the MMC and his supposed date. The get together seems like any other, but things get hot when they start having sex in a public park.

The FMC was baffled, yet at the same time turned on (to her own surprise). The date leaves on her own which makes the FMC wonder why the MMC didn't walk her home. That's when she notices that the MMC is talking to someone on his cell. A few minutes later, another woman shows up, and the process is repeated. By the end of the day, the MMC has had a rendezvous with 5 different women. By this point the FMC goes from shocked and horny, to disgusted and infuriated. She angrily confronts the MMC and threatens to spill the beans about his secret life as a gigolo. The MMC reassures her that he is not a gigolo. He describes himself as a "Professional Boyfriend". He points out four conditions in regard to his secret profession: A) He doesn't charge for his services cool.gif He only targets the women who are heartbroken C) Only date women outside of school D) The relationship must never turn serious (or personal).


The FMC's attitude changes a little, but she's still skeptical about the whole "Professional Boyfriend" concept. The MMC suggests that she continues to watch him at work and draw her own conclusions from there. He also counter-threats to show a picture of her masturbating (During one of the sex scenes) if she ever tells anyone about his secret lifestyle. Before she knew it, the FMC had already fallen into the MMC's pace. The FMC decides to take him up on his proposal, so she continues to follow him during his professional dates. Only this time, she uses her skills in video journalism to record the events that take place.

Eventually she takes it a step further and interview the women that are involved with the MMC. After getting to know them and listening to their stories, the FMC develops a new found admiration for the MMC. She realizes that his aim is to inspire these women to believe in love again. At school they seem closer than they've ever been. Students begin to suspect that they might be dating (which of course stirs up controversy among the fangirls and the FMC's best friend).


The more time the FMC spends with the MMC, the more she begins to see him as a romantic interest. The video journals start to become painful due to her rising jealousy. She wants to be one of those women he embraces, except she wants to be the only one he looks at. Unfortunately, she's reminded that the MMC has no interest in a "real" relationship. Will the FMC be the one to break down the MMC's barrier and inspire him to give love a shot? Can the FMC overcome her own insecurities and take the first step to true happiness?


Cast:

Feena (FMC)
Jin (MMC)
Asuka (Feena's best friend)

Personality/Traits:
Spoiler:

Feena:

-Tsundere
-Aromantic
-Honest
-Extroverted

Jin:

-Kamidere
-Aromantic
-Introverted
-Loneer
-Perfect (idealistically)

Asuka:

-Yandere
-Dependent
-Cheerful
-Homosexual


Script: 1st chapter rough draft; incomplete


This is all I got for now. If you want to officially give me helpful advice, then I will pm you the details on the endings and point system.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Antichrist as in I'm against organized religion (especially Christianity). I know its awfully late for an intro, but it bothered me that I didn't do one all this time.

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Basic
-Age: 26
-Birthday: 8/13
-Nationality: American
-Ethnic group: African / Jamaican
-Sports: Soccer, Jogging
-Best qualities: kindness and open-minded.
-Worst qualities: lack of common sense and impulsive.
-Interests: Video Games, Music, Art, writing, Anime/Hentai, computer programming (still learning the basics), Japanese culture, and philosophical debates
-Goals: Get a Japanese girlfriend, Live in Japan, finish college (different major), create a video game/VN, strive for world peace (by setting examples), and get surgery done for: my eyes and small penis, .


Other
-I've been to Jamaica 5 times to visit relatives. I learned to swim there.
-I'm the oldest of three siblings
-I'm a virgin and won't have sex until I find a soul mate
-I'm a cow (Sony fanboy)
-I'm diagnosed with Schitzoaffective disorder.
-My IQ is 100.
-I'm Agnostic
-I found my first and only adult friend in less than 15 minutes (While in the hospital). I plan on talking to my childhood friends in the near future.
-If my dream career ends up being impossible to obtain, then I'll run my father's store as a last resort.
-I'm a M.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
"The universe revolves around us"
"I'm not the exception, I'm the motherfucking standard"
"Real men set their own rules to live by"
"If you go against me, then you better max out all your stats"
"FinalBoss = Forever Bored"
"Your level isn't high enough, go get some exp and try again"
"Too bad; Didn't read" (tb;dr)
"Life is only hard if you make it hard on yourself"
"Heaven and Hell is a state of mind, and never absolute"
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I'm definitely a M. I like getting abused verbally and physically. I will always be a slave to humanity. I wonder if Jesus was a M...
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
That was a crazy idea wasn't it? J/K....forget I said anything.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
Bored.
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I feel better now, I'll stop. Troll you again tomorrow fuckers!!!
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I'm the anti christ
FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
I'm the Black version of Charles Manson.