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FinalBoss
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I'm a vegetarian now.
FinalBoss
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I can do this shit all night.
FinalBoss
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I won't stop until I get what I want.
FinalBoss
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I'm manipulating you. Do everything I tell you to.
FinalBoss
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Spread the rumor or I'll kill you.
FinalBoss
#levelupyourgrind
Spread the rumor or I'll kill you.
FinalBoss
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Spread the rumor or I'll kill you.
FinalBoss
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What happens when niggers watch too much television?
FinalBoss
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I'm broken. You've broken me all you lousy fucks!!!
FinalBoss
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I'm serious. Spread the rumor, or i will kill you.
FinalBoss
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With that said, I'll be severely disappointed when 2012 doesn't really change anything. Then I'll just kill myself.
FinalBoss
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I don't really care anymore. I have a life. I have a purpose!!! I'm Crazy!!!
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I'm just playing. Or am I?
FinalBoss
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Don't tell anybody my real name or I will hunt you down and kill you!!
FinalBoss
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I have a seriously evil plan that will stop all the bitching: Forever!!!
[ Warning: This is a test. if you are highly sensitive to other ppl's opinion then give it back to me right now. I will just call on the next person. ]
Intro
Hello, my name is [Blank for now]. If you're reading this, then that means you are interested in my motives. Well, let me just say that I find this just as odd as you do. All I'm trying to do is prove a point to my strict, hardworking father that I can take initiative in life, and that he can't control my every actions just because he's worried about me. Anyways, money is not my gain. I don't need money because my father gives me enough to take care of my basic needs. I predict that by the time he is unable to take care of me, I will be cured of my social phobia (and I'll be capable of taking care of him). I'm going around the neighborhoods I frequently visit to search for people that inspire me to continue to do the best I can in life. I was always told never to be a "bum", but I realized that those people are just "loners" like me. "Loners" think outside the box. If it wasn't for people like us, we wouldn't have morals or technology. I'm not trying to push my ideals on anyone, you're free to do whatever the hell you want. Just be sure you are aware of your consequences. I'm already aware, are you?
The Deal
Tell me your troubles for $1. It can be about anything, I'll do the best I can to listen to your story. If I can relate to it by my own personal experiences (which isn't really saying much), then I'll give helpful suggestions. If I'm not sure what the hell you're talking about, then I'll ask a few more questions to get a better understanding. The session will last for 5 minutes. If you liked how I approached things, then give the $1 to the person that inspired me. If you didn't like it, then just give it to the person that inspired me anyways.
Rules:
Any setting
-Say whatever is on your mind. If you are offended, then I will take my stuff and leave. I won't come back.
-When I leave, do not follow. I have no schedule right now, I'm just testing out the waters. This has become my new obsession.
-We'll find a place to sit and talk, but people are allowed to watch and listen. The most important goal is to gain trust. If you can't speak about your troubles in public, then I guess I was wrong in putting my faith in humanity.
-If you tell me something interesting about yourself, then I'll allow you to whisper in my ear your troubles.
-I'm very forgetful, so don't get mad if I don't remember your name, or I forget the timer. If you like me, then help me out by giving me constructive criticism. Don't call me names or I'm just gonna walk away.
-When you are done reading this, give it back to me. I'm gonna throw it away. I don't want any unnecessary attention.
In a familiar setting
-If you know me, then now you know how I feel and think. I'll see you around. ^_^
-You can ask for a handout, but I'm gonna question your motives. Trust me, I know a "fake" person when I see one. I've been observing and experimenting my whole life.
For the record
-I refuse to speak to the press or authorities, I'll just say something stupid to piss them off (I'm a pathological liar by nature).
What you should and need to know
-I am diagnosed with Schitzoaffective Disorder
-I stopped taking my medication (You're free to ask why)
-My dad already knows I'm not taking my medication. He is looking into alternative medications for me.
-Hypersensitive (I break down under intense pressure whether it be physical or mental stress. So please don't use violence on me.)
-Borderline suicidal (I have family that love me, so I doubt this will be a problem)
-I have to be continuously active to prevent my mind from racing 100 mph
-I literally lack common sense (Because I'm stuck in my own little world)
-I'm easily distracted
-I'm extremely paranoid
-I procrastinate when I get bored (If this experiment becomes boring, then I will quit and move on to Plan B: Taking over my father's business)
-I'm on Welfare (But they may cut me off soon since I stopped going to therapy and taking the medication.)
-I'm a jack of all trades, so I can take care of myself so long as I find a purpose.
-I don't do any drugs or alcohol. I think that shit is stupid and I don't need any more addictions.
-I'm Agnostic (I believe in God, but I also agree that his existence can't be proven)
-I contradict myself a lot.
-I'm confusing myself as I type this.
-My goal is to help people become a better person, not settle for mediocricy. Time is short and we are running out of resources. We need to stop fucking with each other and come up with a plan together.
-People like me are manipulators. We manipulate to get what we want.
-I want you to tell me I'm normal.
-I'm being sarcastic just to prove a point. Maybe I should be a comedian? Nah, I'd much rather prefer being a professional prophet. My jokes will get old pretty fast, then the racing thoughts will start again.
-DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE!!!
-I have no social life and I don't want one yet.
-Believe in only yourself.
-I'm my own worse enemy
-I really, really don't want to do this, but i have to.
My insecurities
-I'm afraid to die
-I'm afraid to live
-I'm afraid of humiliation
-I'm afraid of failure
-I'm afraid of telling lies
-I'm afraid of telling the truth
-I have a small penis and I can only get an erection to 2D anime characters.
-I'm a 26 year old virgin
-I only had two real friends my entire life. The rest were just acquantances.
-My IQ is 100
-My SAT score is 730
-I'm addicted to the internet
-I'm addicted to gaming
-My mom has bi-polar disorder (and she spoils me to death)
-I'm a college droppout and a psychologist wannabe
-I can recognize faces, but almost never names (Including some people in my own family)
-I refuse to have any children. (I'm only into Voyeurism).
-I'm slowly becomming a vegetarian (My mom is very upset with me).
-My goal is to one day legalize marijuana. I hate to admit it as a ex-psych major, but it might just have some benefits after all (Please for the love of god use google properly!!)
-I'm afraid that I probably won't stop being myself until I commit suicide or get murdered (Blame Jesus and Mr. Luther king for brainwashing me).
-I honestly believe that I can only tell the truth (Just an opininion though, I say sorry when I'm wrong.)
-Experts aren't always right after all.
-A theory is never a fact. A theory is only as good as the next good idea.
-I like telling stories
-I like being social
-The future is uncertain
Put me to the test:
-Call me a nigger in my ear (whisper real low so no one can hear)
Conclusion: So basically, I'm giving myself therapy. This isn't really for you. This is for me to grow the fuck up. I'm tired of living in my mom's house and sleeping on the sofa. I will get my independence and freedom even if it kills me (RIP: Michael Jackson). I don't want to be afraid anymore, but being afraid is apart of being alive.
Intro
Hello, my name is [Blank for now]. If you're reading this, then that means you are interested in my motives. Well, let me just say that I find this just as odd as you do. All I'm trying to do is prove a point to my strict, hardworking father that I can take initiative in life, and that he can't control my every actions just because he's worried about me. Anyways, money is not my gain. I don't need money because my father gives me enough to take care of my basic needs. I predict that by the time he is unable to take care of me, I will be cured of my social phobia (and I'll be capable of taking care of him). I'm going around the neighborhoods I frequently visit to search for people that inspire me to continue to do the best I can in life. I was always told never to be a "bum", but I realized that those people are just "loners" like me. "Loners" think outside the box. If it wasn't for people like us, we wouldn't have morals or technology. I'm not trying to push my ideals on anyone, you're free to do whatever the hell you want. Just be sure you are aware of your consequences. I'm already aware, are you?
The Deal
Tell me your troubles for $1. It can be about anything, I'll do the best I can to listen to your story. If I can relate to it by my own personal experiences (which isn't really saying much), then I'll give helpful suggestions. If I'm not sure what the hell you're talking about, then I'll ask a few more questions to get a better understanding. The session will last for 5 minutes. If you liked how I approached things, then give the $1 to the person that inspired me. If you didn't like it, then just give it to the person that inspired me anyways.
Rules:
Any setting
-Say whatever is on your mind. If you are offended, then I will take my stuff and leave. I won't come back.
-When I leave, do not follow. I have no schedule right now, I'm just testing out the waters. This has become my new obsession.
-We'll find a place to sit and talk, but people are allowed to watch and listen. The most important goal is to gain trust. If you can't speak about your troubles in public, then I guess I was wrong in putting my faith in humanity.
-If you tell me something interesting about yourself, then I'll allow you to whisper in my ear your troubles.
-I'm very forgetful, so don't get mad if I don't remember your name, or I forget the timer. If you like me, then help me out by giving me constructive criticism. Don't call me names or I'm just gonna walk away.
-When you are done reading this, give it back to me. I'm gonna throw it away. I don't want any unnecessary attention.
In a familiar setting
-If you know me, then now you know how I feel and think. I'll see you around. ^_^
-You can ask for a handout, but I'm gonna question your motives. Trust me, I know a "fake" person when I see one. I've been observing and experimenting my whole life.
For the record
-I refuse to speak to the press or authorities, I'll just say something stupid to piss them off (I'm a pathological liar by nature).
What you should and need to know
-I am diagnosed with Schitzoaffective Disorder
-I stopped taking my medication (You're free to ask why)
-My dad already knows I'm not taking my medication. He is looking into alternative medications for me.
-Hypersensitive (I break down under intense pressure whether it be physical or mental stress. So please don't use violence on me.)
-Borderline suicidal (I have family that love me, so I doubt this will be a problem)
-I have to be continuously active to prevent my mind from racing 100 mph
-I literally lack common sense (Because I'm stuck in my own little world)
-I'm easily distracted
-I'm extremely paranoid
-I procrastinate when I get bored (If this experiment becomes boring, then I will quit and move on to Plan B: Taking over my father's business)
-I'm on Welfare (But they may cut me off soon since I stopped going to therapy and taking the medication.)
-I'm a jack of all trades, so I can take care of myself so long as I find a purpose.
-I don't do any drugs or alcohol. I think that shit is stupid and I don't need any more addictions.
-I'm Agnostic (I believe in God, but I also agree that his existence can't be proven)
-I contradict myself a lot.
-I'm confusing myself as I type this.
-My goal is to help people become a better person, not settle for mediocricy. Time is short and we are running out of resources. We need to stop fucking with each other and come up with a plan together.
-People like me are manipulators. We manipulate to get what we want.
-I want you to tell me I'm normal.
-I'm being sarcastic just to prove a point. Maybe I should be a comedian? Nah, I'd much rather prefer being a professional prophet. My jokes will get old pretty fast, then the racing thoughts will start again.
-DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE!!!
-I have no social life and I don't want one yet.
-Believe in only yourself.
-I'm my own worse enemy
-I really, really don't want to do this, but i have to.
My insecurities
-I'm afraid to die
-I'm afraid to live
-I'm afraid of humiliation
-I'm afraid of failure
-I'm afraid of telling lies
-I'm afraid of telling the truth
-I have a small penis and I can only get an erection to 2D anime characters.
-I'm a 26 year old virgin
-I only had two real friends my entire life. The rest were just acquantances.
-My IQ is 100
-My SAT score is 730
-I'm addicted to the internet
-I'm addicted to gaming
-My mom has bi-polar disorder (and she spoils me to death)
-I'm a college droppout and a psychologist wannabe
-I can recognize faces, but almost never names (Including some people in my own family)
-I refuse to have any children. (I'm only into Voyeurism).
-I'm slowly becomming a vegetarian (My mom is very upset with me).
-My goal is to one day legalize marijuana. I hate to admit it as a ex-psych major, but it might just have some benefits after all (Please for the love of god use google properly!!)
-I'm afraid that I probably won't stop being myself until I commit suicide or get murdered (Blame Jesus and Mr. Luther king for brainwashing me).
-I honestly believe that I can only tell the truth (Just an opininion though, I say sorry when I'm wrong.)
-Experts aren't always right after all.
-A theory is never a fact. A theory is only as good as the next good idea.
-I like telling stories
-I like being social
-The future is uncertain
Put me to the test:
-Call me a nigger in my ear (whisper real low so no one can hear)
Conclusion: So basically, I'm giving myself therapy. This isn't really for you. This is for me to grow the fuck up. I'm tired of living in my mom's house and sleeping on the sofa. I will get my independence and freedom even if it kills me (RIP: Michael Jackson). I don't want to be afraid anymore, but being afraid is apart of being alive.
FinalBoss
#levelupyourgrind
MegaTenLove wrote...
Well let me be the first (or second, depending on how you interpret some of these) to say:Hope your apology works out. You never offended me, but I've seen a lot of other people get riled up over you. If you're sincere and don't act too much like a jackass (since we all seem to do to a leveled extend in IB) from here on out, then I'm sure the others will get your message.
Except for those who don't think apologies exist. They're the same people who don't think love exists, which is why they can't have a waifu.
...The black-hearted anal nuggets...
Anyway, I do hope it works out for you. Try not to make any obscene jokes for a while because everyone will think you're trolling them. Then, after being yourself but kinda quiet for a time, you can come back (just not acting like you were before).
I know how family troubles and other things like that can fuck with you and turn you into a shithead (my father's an addict and I'm diagnosed with a disease that most people find hilarious to laugh at me for, so you can imagine how easy it was for me to be an utter cunt to everyone for a long time). Anyone else who does can't hold it against you for long. Try not to let the bullshit of contemporary life ruin your personality and outlook. See yah around, mate!
This is my last post for awhile, I swear. To confuse you even further, I was playing the role of both my mother and father. They divorced when I was 6. My father never beat me, but my mother did. This confused me severely. There was my father (God) who told me the truth, while my mom (Satan) manipulated me to get things her way. I love them both, but I hate them at the same time. That will never change, and I can live with that.
FinalBoss
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Thanks for everything. I realized that I was just playing the role of my father on the internet. Carry on with your faggotry and never change. Just be yourself.
FinalBoss
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I'm gonna be the bigger man and admit that my perception about pot was wrong. I also had false perceptions into believing that the "over the counter" medications are any better than pot. Today is the last day I'm taking my prescribed medication. I already talked things over with my father and he suggested that I try alternative methods instead (That's why I love him, he's understanding and open-minded like me. However I despise him because he comes across as always right.). One of the alternative methods that I'm taking into consideration is smoking pot.
FinalBoss
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My Main Opinion: Perfection is Overrated
My poll choice: What is this, I don't even...
-Why?: I believe perfection is a possibility for Immortals, but an ideal for Mortals.
My Sub Opinion: People need conflict in order to feel "alive". Conflict is natural so long as there is "balance". Too little and you self destruct, too much and you self destruct. I heard a story about someone who appeared to be "perfect", to make a long story short, he commited suicide.
-Types of conflict: Person Vs Nature, Person Vs Person, Person Vs Self
My Conflict (in case you didn't know already): Person Vs Self
-Elaboration: The only enemy I have in this world is myself. "Realizing" this also makes me my own guardian angel, because I can keep myself in check. However, since I consider myself my biggest critic, I end up taking myself too seriously. So when I make an attempt to challenge other people's ideals (Even though they are right in thinking the way they do), I end up hurting myself instead (Because being mean is never really my intention). People like me never have an intention to hurt others, but when they get picked on by people who fall under the "Person Vs Person" conflict it ends up being a "fight or flight" response. People like me are screwed no matter what choice they make:
-Choosing "Fight": Doing this goes against an outcast's nature, so if they choose to do so, then they better have a plan to save themeself from "suicide" or going bat shit crazy and shooting up the fucking schools. The best way to deal with faggotry by "normal" people is to fuck with their heads (Reverse Psychology). If someone tells you to "die", then tell them "I'm sorry for being alive" rather than "fuck you". Keep turning their negative energy into a positive one. Although you have to be careful taking things too far irl. If you know you can't defend yourself from someone who is stronger than you, then choose flight and run like hell (even if you get called a pussy).
-Choosing "Flight": Speaking of pussies, running away from a fight is seen as a sign of "cowardice" by "normal" people (Normal = pussies btw). Since that is a popular message given by "normal" people who tends to solve "violence with violence" (which has been a theme passed down ever since the time our ancestor's biggest conflict was Person Vs Nature), it will always be apart of our true nature. Thats because behind all the logical theories we come up with, we're just animals trying to survive. We lack a lot of the features more dominant animals have. For some reason, instead of evolving physically (to the point where we can stand up against our natural preditors), we evolved mentally (Nature's plan of having diversity I suppose). Anyways, if you don't want to get beaten to a pulp then choose "flight", if you're "too legit to quit" and don't have physique to back up your words, then you deserve that beat down to put your dumbass attitude in check. I'm not gonna say that some people deserve to die, but if you're gonna ignore common sense that much just to protect your pride, then you're only gonna suffer the consequences. You better be strong enough to handle them.
Final Thoughts (Inb4 Jerry Springer): We all have this naive perception of what it means to be perfect. I look at 2D characters and think to myself "If only they were real". However, if such a character was real then she wouldn't be human. Yet, some people watch true shit like Evangelion and get butthurt by the message because it doesn't fit their ideals; its message is too real. Those type of people watch fictional programming to escape reality and immerse themself in fantasy in hopes to get inspired to face a brand new day. They want to be constantly reminded of the same predictable morals that give them some sort of false sense of comfort, when the real messages they should be taking to heart is to "accept you for who you are". I believe people who get too close to perfection begin to realize that they have no one they can relate to, what takes so much effort for the average person to achieve something takes less than a week for them to achieve. They start to wonder "whats the point of being so perfect if all its gonna do is give me "fake" praises rather than "true" acceptance?". What do I mean by fake you ask? Go re-read all the BS propaganda about "Stars" that are at the top of their game. Yeah sure, most of the public enjoy the top stars' performances, but people also get a sick sense of enjoyment to watch them fall from grace (RIP: Michale Jackson). They feel relieved that those people aren't really perfect and feel much better about themselves for being flawed (*cough* narcisism *cough*). In closing, expect the unexpected and take things for what they are. If you can't do that, then do something about your life and make a difference. People usually fear and envy the loners, they overlook the fact that they are the first ones to think outside the box. Without the loner, you wouldn't have all the good shit like science, music, art, animation, games, etc.
Sauce: In case you missed the hints, this is an opinion based on philosophical reasoning. If you want empirical evidence to support that kind of theory, then go do your own damn research (Although I'll be happy to explain to you the difference between a Belief, a philosophical theory, and a theory based on empirical evidence. I'll explain how to handle those types of ideas as simply as possible.)
My poll choice: What is this, I don't even...
-Why?: I believe perfection is a possibility for Immortals, but an ideal for Mortals.
My Sub Opinion: People need conflict in order to feel "alive". Conflict is natural so long as there is "balance". Too little and you self destruct, too much and you self destruct. I heard a story about someone who appeared to be "perfect", to make a long story short, he commited suicide.
-Types of conflict: Person Vs Nature, Person Vs Person, Person Vs Self
My Conflict (in case you didn't know already): Person Vs Self
-Elaboration: The only enemy I have in this world is myself. "Realizing" this also makes me my own guardian angel, because I can keep myself in check. However, since I consider myself my biggest critic, I end up taking myself too seriously. So when I make an attempt to challenge other people's ideals (Even though they are right in thinking the way they do), I end up hurting myself instead (Because being mean is never really my intention). People like me never have an intention to hurt others, but when they get picked on by people who fall under the "Person Vs Person" conflict it ends up being a "fight or flight" response. People like me are screwed no matter what choice they make:
-Choosing "Fight": Doing this goes against an outcast's nature, so if they choose to do so, then they better have a plan to save themeself from "suicide" or going bat shit crazy and shooting up the fucking schools. The best way to deal with faggotry by "normal" people is to fuck with their heads (Reverse Psychology). If someone tells you to "die", then tell them "I'm sorry for being alive" rather than "fuck you". Keep turning their negative energy into a positive one. Although you have to be careful taking things too far irl. If you know you can't defend yourself from someone who is stronger than you, then choose flight and run like hell (even if you get called a pussy).
-Choosing "Flight": Speaking of pussies, running away from a fight is seen as a sign of "cowardice" by "normal" people (Normal = pussies btw). Since that is a popular message given by "normal" people who tends to solve "violence with violence" (which has been a theme passed down ever since the time our ancestor's biggest conflict was Person Vs Nature), it will always be apart of our true nature. Thats because behind all the logical theories we come up with, we're just animals trying to survive. We lack a lot of the features more dominant animals have. For some reason, instead of evolving physically (to the point where we can stand up against our natural preditors), we evolved mentally (Nature's plan of having diversity I suppose). Anyways, if you don't want to get beaten to a pulp then choose "flight", if you're "too legit to quit" and don't have physique to back up your words, then you deserve that beat down to put your dumbass attitude in check. I'm not gonna say that some people deserve to die, but if you're gonna ignore common sense that much just to protect your pride, then you're only gonna suffer the consequences. You better be strong enough to handle them.
Final Thoughts (Inb4 Jerry Springer): We all have this naive perception of what it means to be perfect. I look at 2D characters and think to myself "If only they were real". However, if such a character was real then she wouldn't be human. Yet, some people watch true shit like Evangelion and get butthurt by the message because it doesn't fit their ideals; its message is too real. Those type of people watch fictional programming to escape reality and immerse themself in fantasy in hopes to get inspired to face a brand new day. They want to be constantly reminded of the same predictable morals that give them some sort of false sense of comfort, when the real messages they should be taking to heart is to "accept you for who you are". I believe people who get too close to perfection begin to realize that they have no one they can relate to, what takes so much effort for the average person to achieve something takes less than a week for them to achieve. They start to wonder "whats the point of being so perfect if all its gonna do is give me "fake" praises rather than "true" acceptance?". What do I mean by fake you ask? Go re-read all the BS propaganda about "Stars" that are at the top of their game. Yeah sure, most of the public enjoy the top stars' performances, but people also get a sick sense of enjoyment to watch them fall from grace (RIP: Michale Jackson). They feel relieved that those people aren't really perfect and feel much better about themselves for being flawed (*cough* narcisism *cough*). In closing, expect the unexpected and take things for what they are. If you can't do that, then do something about your life and make a difference. People usually fear and envy the loners, they overlook the fact that they are the first ones to think outside the box. Without the loner, you wouldn't have all the good shit like science, music, art, animation, games, etc.
Sauce: In case you missed the hints, this is an opinion based on philosophical reasoning. If you want empirical evidence to support that kind of theory, then go do your own damn research (Although I'll be happy to explain to you the difference between a Belief, a philosophical theory, and a theory based on empirical evidence. I'll explain how to handle those types of ideas as simply as possible.)
FinalBoss
#levelupyourgrind
Waar, lock this thread, I'm done with it.